There was no echo from the abyss of misery in which Jane was sunken. She
neither replied nor stirred. With the flight of Burton all hope had been
killed within her; and without hope she had fallen like a bird with one
wing broken. She was defenceless, and her misery laid open to all. She
could only keep still, lest it should be tortured by being handled.
"You must think of the child, you know," said the Matron. "He'll depend
on you altogether, and you mustn't give in like this. She doesn't care,"
she added to Anne as Jane still sat without a tremor of understanding.
"It's a bad sign. I can't even rouse her with speaking of Burton. She's
given up hope of him. It's like as if something's dead inside her.
Doctor says it's shock."
"I should say it's temper," said a voice from one of the beds. "Petting
and spoiling all day long." The voice came from an old woman, with a
soft, withered face and infantile blue eyes.
"Now then, where did you hide that thermometer?" said the Matron, with a
good-natured laugh. "You know, Miss Hilton, this old lady's a famous
hand at taking anything that's about, and keeping it for herself. She
doesn't call it stealing, don't you see. Why, the other day she was
having her temperature taken, and when the nurse turned her head away
there was no thermometer to be seen. 'What have you done with it?' she
says. 'Why, I declare, I must have etten it,' says this old lady. What
do you think of that?"
The old woman turned over in bed, and her innocent eyes closed with a
patient expression.
"I don't know what people are allowed to come talking here for when it
isn't visiting day," she said. "Nobody can go to sleep for such
talking."
Anne sat down beside Jane and began to sing--
"I was a wandering sheep;
I did not love the fold."
The Matron watched with an air of curiosity. Jane did not cease staring
into the fire.
"It's no use, Miss Hilton. I daresay the old lady's a bit right. There's
a slice of temper in it too. But we can't waste all day over her."
Anne took Jane's hand. "I'll come and see you again in a little while,"
she said. "And remember, there's always One that'll hear all that you
can't tell to any one else. He's with you here waiting to hear and help
you." She lingered. There was no response. The Matron walked briskly
towards the door.
"Well, the old ones are easier to manage," she said. She led the way
downstairs and left Anne on the doorstep of the big front door. The
porter shut it with a clang.
The pony was pawing the gravel outside the gate and pulling hard with
his head. He backed the cart vigorously into the road as Anne untied his
head, and set off at a good pace towards the town.
"I'll go up to-morrow and see Mrs Hankworth," said Anne. "She'll perhaps
be able to say something to help."
CHAPTER XV
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