Woodburn Grange: A story of English country life; vol. 3 of 3Howitt, William
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Woodburn Grange: A story of English country life; vol. 3 of 3
Howitt, William
Religious fiction
It was because of this noble-heartedness of his wife, because she had
drawn him back, and soothed and attracted, instead of exasperating
him, and driving him headlong down the precipice of perdition on
which he was already staggering, that he felt the keenest shame and
remorse at his treatment of her. There was a time, he felt, when
a few words of just reproach from her would have stung him to a
ruinous desperation, and these words had never been spoken. Oh! in
those dreary winter days and nights at Tunckhannock in the far-off
American forests, how these thoughts had come in upon him, and
scorched and wrung him, and made him cry out aloud, “Fool! fool!”
And yet with the spring came the loving letter of that ever-faithful
wife, reminding him of the Redeemer’s heavenly words, “Gather up the
fragments, that nothing be lost!” Nothing, not even a fragment of
anything belonging to that immortal God-derived thing—the soul—was
to be lost, if any effort, any faith could save it; and Thorsby had
then made a vow, that he would devote his life, his strength, his
everything to make a recompense to God and to that faithful woman.
And he had kept it.
It was long before he could regain the favourable opinion of his
townsmen; and especially of those more noble-minded ones whose esteem
he especially coveted. Dark, cold looks, estranged faces, that did
not deign even a recognition: a leaving out and passing over him,
in all public and benevolent works and subscriptions in the town,
as if his very money were contamination. Yet his wife had prepared
the way for his reception at Woodburn, and had induced her father
and family to meet him in a friendly manner. In his own house in
Castleborough, there was always a bright look, and a pleasant word,
and a cheery hearth, and all the news of the place that could cast a
lively spell over the dinner or the tea-table was detailed in Letty’s
happiest manner. It was like stepping from winter to summer, out of
the streets where some bitter cut had been experienced, or where some
side-long glance of the passer by, had said plainly, “Oh, there goes
that abandoned Thorsby, and he dares to show his face here again!”
Nothing but this firm, fast, heart-strengthening anchorage of home
could have made Thorsby stand out this time of justly incurred
contempt and reproach. He knew that many said that Thorsby had no
ballast in him, and that some day he would break down again as
intolerably as ever. It was this consciousness, combined with his
sense of the love that had saved him, and that cared for no scorn,
no malicious misconstruction of her actions; no taunts that she
was trying to make a bulrush into a stable tree, so that she could
save him still, that made him resolve to stand firm by the help of
God, and thus give her the reward of a conquest so dearly and nobly
striven after.
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