Bildungsromans; Christian life -- Fiction; Conduct of life -- Fiction; Love stories; New England -- Fiction
"I will write first, and let you know where I am."
"Give me your valise, brother," and Effie placed in it some
sandwiches, which she had prepared with her own little hands.
With a hasty farewell, and a brother's warm kiss, Roland turned his
face towards the great metropolis, brave, hopeful, trusting, still
"Looking aloft." Oh! what need of the talisman now!
Sometimes a good-natured farmer would give him a lift on the road;
and, at the end of one week, he found himself, weary and lonely,
entering the great city. One dollar was all that was left in his
pocket-book.
Rambling listlessly up Broadway, the multitude depressed him; for he
felt himself friendless indeed, in this vast surging crowd.
Passing Trinity Church, he perceived it open, for it was the time of
the evening service. The sound of the organ cheered his spirits,
and, joining in the solemn service, for awhile he forgot his worldly
cares, and worshipped the Unseen.
Perceiving a gentleman mounting the steeple, Roland followed, with
the injunction from the sexton not to stay too long, for he should
wish to close the church. The gentleman took a hasty glance, but
soon descended, leaving Roland to his meditations.
What a busy, bustling crowd below! Did they, indeed, belong to the
one great brotherhood of man? Each one pushing his own way,
apparently so regardless of his neighbor's motions; some to happy,
smiling homes; some to dens of poverty and misery; many to haunts of
sin. And the streets so filled with carts, carriages, omnibuses, and
cars, all threading their way so skilfully through the thronged
thoroughfare.
The solitudes of the grand mountains was to be alone with God; the
dreariness of this human crowd was oppressive, and here, away in the
lofty steeple, near the clouds, far above the din and press of this
great multitude of humanity, he felt that he could breathe once more.
Glancing over the vast city, the numerous steeples all around him
reminded him that he was among Christians. "So many Christians!"
thought Roland, "and not one knows me; but then every Sunday, in
these houses dedicated to God, they pray for the fatherless and the
homeless, and I am one."
So deeply was he engrossed in thought, and so soothing was the quiet
of this retreat from the busy world, that Roland forgot how time was
passing. The crowd diminished, evening shadows rendered objects
below somewhat indistinct, and the fair moon appeared to light the
heavens. Sailing majestically along, sometimes hidden by clouds,
then emerging again into all her calm beauty, Roland could not but
compare her course to the journey of God's dear children through this
wilderness: sometimes obscured by sorrow, yet always coming forth
again into the calm, clear sky of perfect peace.
Roland remembered that he had no place where to lay his weary limbs
that night, and he repeated some of the promises.
"When my father and my mother forsake me, then the Lord will take me
up."
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