Bildungsromans; Christian life -- Fiction; Conduct of life -- Fiction; Love stories; New England -- Fiction
The opera, balls, parties innumerable, engrossed her time, but was
she happy?
Let us follow her awhile after her evening triumph. She had spent
the evening at Mrs. Starr's, one of the gayest parties of the season.
Magnificent dressing, the most costly viands of the table, the most
fashionable band of music, scores of admirers, and strains of the
most intoxicating flattery met her everywhere. Her triumph was
complete.
Was Madeline happy? To have looked at her bright young face beaming
with smiles, to have listened to her musical laugh, and sparkling
repartee, to have watched her light and airy motions in the graceful
waltz, one would have pronounced her the gayest of the gay.
But there was a depth in the heart of Madeline Hamilton which could
not be filled by these empty vanities, a thirst for a better life,
which could never be satisfied with this mere mirage in the
pilgrimage of an immortal.
Wearied and heart-sick, she enters her dressing-room, and seating
herself, commences disrobing.
Unbinding her luxuriant hair, she lays aside the glittering ornaments
and the faded flowers; leaning her head upon her hands, she weeps
over the emptiness of her daily life.
Placing her jewels in a small casket, she opens a little box in her
writing-desk; reverently she turns over the leaves of an old book,
revealing branches of withered seaweed; and in another corner of the
desk, a cluster of common shells. The sight of these simple things
opens the flood-gates of her heart; and, pressing the sea-weed to her
burning lips, she weeps in the anguish of her spirit.
Memory is busy--back to the sea-shore, the Maple Lane School, the
cemetery, the little cottage of the humble widow.
The present is fading--she had had a distant view of the glittering
world; she had longed for its pleasures; nearer and nearer had she
approached the shining lake where she hoped to quench her thirst;
but, stooping down to drink, she had found the world like the mirage
in the burning sands of the desert, a mere illusion! a mighty cheat!
O! for an hour of those early days! those simple childish pleasures!
O! for the teachings of that young Mentor, who so wisely controlled
the impetuosity of her high spirit, and tamed the wilfulness of her
proud young heart.
She had listened to the tones of flattery, until they had palled upon
her ear, and sickened her heart; and for one approving, yea, even one
kind reproving glance of the dark eye of Roland Bruce, she would have
given all, and more than all that the world had ever given her.
She recalls the holy lessons that had led her young heart to think of
better things.
She compares Roland's character with all that she had met in the gay
world, and feels that was mere tinsel; his was pure and solid gold.
She touches the simple weeds with fond, caressing fingers, and almost
resolves to turn away from the gay, glittering throng.
But alas! the friend of her youth is lost to her.
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