Bildungsromans; Christian life -- Fiction; Conduct of life -- Fiction; Love stories; New England -- Fiction
"I am going to leave you, Mr. Hamilton, and I want to thank you for
all your kindness to poor blind Effie; I shall not be blind much
longer, for I am going out of the darkness into the blessed light of
Heaven; but I want to tell you, that weak and timid as I am, I am not
afraid to die; my trust is in Jesus, and he never leaves me, nor
forsakes me. I love you, Mr. Hamilton, because you are Madeline's
father, and I want you to be just as happy as I am--warnings have
come to you, my good, kind friend, for these many months, and I want
you to promise me, dying Effie, that you will seek the Saviour, ere
it is forever too late."
Mr. Hamilton bowed his head upon his hands, and replied,
"I often feel, Effie, as if my days would not be very many in this
world, for I am much worse than Madeline dreams of. I have not your
blessed hope, my dear child, but I know that yours is real, is
divine, and I promise you, Effie, to seek your Saviour; does that
make you happy?" and Mr. Hamilton stooped down to kiss the pale cheek
of the child.
"Happy! yes, Mr. Hamilton, I should be perfectly happy, if I could
hope to meet you all up there," and she pointed upward, while a look
of seraphic blessedness dwelt upon her face. "Now, send Miss
Matilda."
Miss Matilda had avoided being alone with Effie, for she was afraid
of death.
Thoughts of the dark grave, the judgment and eternity, were all that
she ever associated with the subject.
She entered the room, and took her seat by the couch.
"You are not so very ill, Effie; I have seen persons weaker than you
recover." Effie smiled, as she replied, "I have no fears of death,
Miss Matilda; my Saviour has taken them all away; I have no desire to
live, but for Roland's sake; but I sent for you to tell you how
blessed is the Christian's state. My trust is all in my Saviour; and
he will not prove untrue to his word. You have been very good to
poor orphan Effie, and I want to see you happy. I know you are not
happy now--no one can be who does not love God best of all; you will
not be offended at me, Miss Matilda, for I shall soon be gone; but I
want you to seek the Saviour."
"I am a member of the church, Effie; I don't know what you mean,
exactly."
"I mean, dear Miss Matilda, that I want you to have real heart faith
in Jesus; faith that makes you love him, trust him, follow him as
your best friend."
"Effie, I do believe in him, but not as you do."
"That is what I mean, Miss Matilda; I don't mean just to be a member
of the church, and no more; that is not all; I want you to be a
member of Christ himself, and that is by faith."
"'Tis like Heaven below,
My Redeemer to know,
The angels can do nothing more,
Than to sit at his feet
And the story repeat,
And the dear friend of sinners adore."
Miss Matilda sat bathed in tears, for she had a warm affectionate
heart, and could not but love the little lamb who was pleading so
sweetly the cause of her Master.
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