Bildungsromans; Christian life -- Fiction; Conduct of life -- Fiction; Love stories; New England -- Fiction
"Aunt Ellen was a thrifty housekeeper, and took great pride in the
quantity of bed and table-linen which her niece must have. I was
occupied chiefly with my wardrobe. My father did not seem much
rejoiced, for he had never given up his Scotch prejudice against the
marriage of first cousins; but he was a man of too much integrity to
break a given promise. The summer passed, the falling leaves were
musical to me, for they brought October; the month passed, but no
news of the Neptune. November passed in the same manner. December
began to drag its cold and dreary days along, but still no news. At
length, one morning, my father entered the family parlor with a grave
countenance, and a newspaper in his hand. 'Ellen, will you come into
my study?' said my father to my aunt.
"My heart gave a sudden bound; for I had long been so anxious, that
even the fluttering of a leaf would affect me. I saw my father's
face; it was ominous. Aunt Ellen returned, and sitting down by my
side, she said, tenderly, 'Mary, can ye bear bad news?'
"'What is it, Aunt Ellen?' I replied, starting to my feet; 'tell me,
tell all; anything is better than suspense.'
"She laid her hand upon my young head, and softly smoothed the
rippling hair that lay upon my forehead and down my temples.
"'The Neptune has foundered at sea, Mary, and Malcolm Graham is among
the missing.'
"I heard no more; for hours I lay stunned and insensible; for weeks,
between life and death. At length, a good constitution, under the
direction of a wise but inscrutable Providence, triumphed, and I
awoke to take up the duties of my daily life with a sad and chastened
spirit.
"My father redoubled his kindness; but it was evident that Malcolm's
removal was a relief.
"The only request I made was: 'Do not allow Stephen Bruce to visit
the manse; I could not bear it.'
"My request was complied with. During all this time, I never wholly
lost my hope; I would say to myself: 'Among the missing, not the
lost; Malcolm may yet be alive.'
"Two years of silent sorrow passed--the light of my life had gone
out. I busied myself about my father's house, my brother's clothes,
and in the duties belonging to me, as the minister's daughter; but
joy had passed away.
"I seldom saw Stephen Bruce, excepting at church; but I knew that my
father visited him. Occasionally I met him by the road-side, but he
never joined me.
"This delicacy of conduct gained my respect; and when my father at
last requested, for his own sake, that the son of his old friend
might visit him, I consented; for my father had been very kind to me.
"He came occasionally, was always polite and respectful to me,
nothing more.
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