Bildungsromans; Christian life -- Fiction; Conduct of life -- Fiction; Love stories; New England -- Fiction
"And the stately ships go on,
To their haven under the hill,
But oh, for the touch of a vanished hand!
And the sound of a voice that is still.
"Break, break, break,
At the foot of thy crags, oh sea!
But the tender grace of a day that is dead,
Will never come back to me."
He mounted the rock once more, leaned against the flagstaff, and
looked out dreamily upon the wide expanse of ocean, emblem to him of
the untried world beyond. Then he turned to look upon the spot where
he had first seen Madeline in all her childish grace. It had been a
sweet dream with which to commence his young life--a peep into a home
of elegance and refinement--a year's communion with a fresh young
spirit, so free, so wild, so guileless. Some pleasant thoughts
stirred in the soul of the youth, and caused a smile to flit across
his face, as he felt that perhaps he might have awakened in that
bright child some incipient longings after a better life.
Then his thoughts turned to the reality; the hard, stern reality, the
battle of life, so soon to commence.
"These bright things are not for me," sighed Roland; "they might
enervate my character. God knows that it will be better schooled in
the path which strikes the steel within. What a precious talisman my
dear mother has left me, 'Looking aloft!' upward where I see the
works of the Creator, the smiles of God; upward, where I see the path
trodden by all the good and great of the earth; you shall never be
ashamed of your son, mother." The word "mother" was spoken audibly,
the holy name stirred up the depths of Roland's soul, and he wept
aloud.
It was but a moment of indulgence; for, taking up his carpet-bag, he
commenced his journey on foot. And whither? like faithful Abraham,
he went out, not knowing whither he went.
He had heard of a neighboring college about one hundred and fifty
miles off, where the President, himself a self-made man, had sympathy
with struggling aspirants.
"I can but try," thought the youth; "I'll go trusting, and I may
succeed."
All day long he journeyed with a springing, elastic step, for hope
was strong within him. He stopped to take his meals, and to read a
verse or two in his mother's precious book of the promises. When
evening approached, Roland began to cast about for a night's lodging.
He did not want to spend his money, he had so little; that he must
keep for his books. But what to do? He could not sleep out upon the
ground, it was too cold.
Not far off, he perceived a neat-looking farm-house. Two or three
children were playing about in the front lawn; the mother, a pleasant
looking woman, came to the door, and with such a kind, cheerful voice
called in her little ones to tea, that Roland felt she will not
refuse me a place in her barn. I can but ask. He walked directly up
to the front door with a firm, manly step, and knocked. The mistress
of the house appeared.
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