It was in a postscript to a letter about a short story he was writing
that he wrote an alarming sentence.
“I think Elsa is dying. She gets weaker every day.”
Those words sent me to Chelsea in a hurry. I had been too careless of
Brand’s troubles, owing to my own pressure of work, and my own fight
with a nervous depression which was a general malady, I found, with
most men back from the war.
When I rapped the brass knocker on the house in Cheyne Walk the door
was opened by a different maid from the one I had seen on my first
visit there. The other one, as Brand told me afterwards, had given
notice because “she couldn’t abide them Huns” (meaning Elsa), and
before her had gone the cook, who had been with Wickham’s mother for
twenty years.
Brand was writing in his study upstairs when the new maid showed me in.
Or, rather, he was leaning over a writing-block, with his elbows dug
into the table, and his face in his hands, while an unlighted pipe--his
old trench pipe--lay across the inkpot.
“Thinking out a new plot, old man?” I asked cheerily.
“It doesn’t come,” he said. “My own plot cuts across my line of
thought.”
“How’s Elsa?”
He pointed with the stem of his pipe to the door leading from his room.
“Sleeping, I hope.... Sit down, and let’s have a yarn.”
We talked about things in general for a time. They were not very
cheerful, anyhow. Brand and I were both gloomy souls just then, and
knew each other too well to camouflage our views about the state of
Europe and the “unrest” (as it was called) in England.
Then he told me about Elsa, and it was a tragic tale. From the very
first his people had treated her with a studied unkindness which had
broken her nerve and spirit. She had come to England with a joyous hope
of finding happiness and friendship with her husband’s family, and glad
to escape from the sadness of Germany and the solemn disapproval of her
own people, apart from Franz, who was devoted to her.
Her first dismay came when she kissed the hand of her mother-in-law,
who drew it away as though she had been stung by a wasp, and when her
movement to kiss her husband’s sister Ethel was repulsed by a girl who
drew back icily and said, “How do you do?”
Even then she comforted herself a little with the thought that this
coldness was due to English reserve, and that in a little while English
kindness would be revealed. But the days passed with only unkindness.
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