Short stories, American; United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
Then came the night of the first of July. A group of correspondents
limped back to El Poso. It had been a day so long that the morning
seemed as remote as a morning in the previous year. But I have
forgotten to tell you about Reuben McNab. Many years ago, I went to
school at a place called Claverack, in New York State, where there was
a semi-military institution. Contemporaneous with me, as a student, was
Reuben McNab, a long, lank boy, freckled, sandy-haired--an
extraordinary boy in no way, and yet, I wager, a boy clearly marked in
every recollection. Perhaps there is a good deal in that name. Reuben
McNab. You can't fling that name carelessly over your shoulder and lose
it. It follows you like the haunting memory of a sin. At any rate,
Reuben McNab was identified intimately in my thought with the sunny
irresponsible days at Claverack, when all the earth was a green field
and all the sky was a rainless blue. Then I looked down into a
miserable huddle at Bloody Bend, a huddle of hurt men, dying men, dead
men. And there I saw Reuben McNab, a corporal in the 71st New York
Volunteers, and with a hole through his lung. Also, several holes
through his clothing. "Well, they got me," he said in greeting. Usually
they said that. There were no long speeches. "Well, they got me." That
was sufficient. The duty of the upright, unhurt, man is then difficult.
I doubt if many of us learned how to speak to our own wounded. In the
first place, one had to play that the wound was nothing; oh, a mere
nothing; a casual interference with movement, perhaps, but nothing
more; oh, really nothing more. In the second place, one had to show a
comrade's appreciation of this sad plight. As a result I think most of
us bungled and stammered in the presence of our wounded friends. That's
curious, eh? "Well, they got me," said Reuben McNab. I had looked upon
five hundred wounded men with stolidity, or with a conscious
indifference which filled me with amazement. But the apparition of
Reuben McNab, the schoolmate, lying there in the mud, with a hole
through his lung, awed me into stutterings, set me trembling with a
sense of terrible intimacy with this war which theretofore I could have
believed was a dream--almost. Twenty shot men rolled their eyes and
looked at me. Only one man paid no heed. He was dying; he had no time.
The bullets hummed low over them all. Death, having already struck,
still insisted upon raising a venomous crest. "If you're goin' by the
hospital, step in and see me," said Reuben McNab. That was all.
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