Lady Caroline let him talk, and only starred the dialogue with
occasional interjections, always of a sympathising character. When she
was alone, she would sit for hours reviewing the conversation just
past in the minutest detail, weighing and reweighing sentences and
even words which Joyce had spoken, sifting, balancing, ascribing to
such and such influences, putting aside such and such theories,
bringing all her feminine wits--and in the great points of feminine
cleverness, an odd common sense, and an undefinable blundering on to
the right, she had no superior--to the solution of the question of
Walter Joyce's future so far as Marian Ashurst was concerned. Whatever
conclusion she may have arrived at she kept to herself; no one ever
had the slightest glimmering of it. Her talks with Walter Joyce were
as numerous as ever, her interest in his career no less, her delight
in his society by no means impaired; but the name of Miss Ashurst
never passed Lady Caroline's lips, and whenever she saw the
conversation necessarily veering that way, she invariably struck it
out into some new channel. Not that Lady Caroline Mansergh had any
jealousy of this "simple maiden in her flower;" she would not have
allowed that for an instant, would not have allowed, in her most
secret communings with herself, that such a thing could be possible;
for she had been properly and rigidly brought up in the Belgravian
code of morals, though a little inclined to kick against them now and
think for herself; and the Belgravian code of morals holds the
cultivation of the _bien-séances_ as the most essential portion of a
young lady's curriculum, and the _bien-séances_ effectively ignored
the existence of any such low sentiment as jealousy in the minds of
perfectly constituted members of the upper classes. Not that Walter
Joyce would have noticed the display of any such passion as jealousy,
or, as Lady Caroline thought rather ruefully, could allow any
such feeling to be excited in him. In all her experience--and
it had been large and vast--she had never come across a man so
completely---- Well, she could scarcely find a term for it. It was not
apathetic; because he was bright and intelligent and earnest. Perhaps
confiding was the best word to use so far as his relations with Marian
were concerned, though, as Lady Caroline felt, those relations were a
little dashed with recent doubt; and as for his feelings with regard
to herself, skilled mistress as she was in the art of such wordy
warfare, Lady Caroline could never trap him into an ambuscade, or
force him into anything like an acknowledgment of a liking for her. It
was not for the want of trying to evoke it, not for lack of given
opportunity on her part, that this avowal never was made. Fortune
favoured her, notably on one occasion; and if Walter Joyce had ever
contemplated anything beyond a feeling of pleasant friendship for Lady
Caroline Mansergh, he would have availed himself of that occasion for
expressing it.
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