life of toil and strife to be an unloved and unloving old age? Was the
position which he had acquired to benefit no one but himself, and to
die out with him? Was the wealth which he had amassed to be filtered
away into dirty channels, or left for the benefit of charities? If
these questions were to be answered in the negative, where could he
find such a helpmate as Marian, where could he dream of looking for
such another? His conduct could scarcely be characterised as selfish,
he thought, if after the life of work and anxiety which he had passed,
he tried to render its latter portion peaceful and happy; and that, he
felt, was only to be done by his marriage with Marian.
So much for himself; but how would it affect others? Marian, first?
Mr. Creswell was so true and so honourable a man that even in a case
like the present, where the interest of his future was at stake, he
would not have used an argument in the firm basis of which he did not
himself believe. In pleading his cause to Marian, he had somewhat
enlarged upon the responsibility laid on her in regard to her
mother--responsibility which, he argued, would be considerably
lightened, if not entirely removed, by her acceptance of the position
which he offered her. He believed this firmly, setting it down as an
undoubted gain to Marian, who would also have position, wealth, a
home, and a protector. What on the other side--what, as they said in
business, per contra--what would she lose? He hoped, nothing. To many
girls, to most girls, a husband old enough to be their father would
have been in the highest degree objectionable; but Marian was so
different to any girls he had ever seen. She was so staid, so
decorous, so old-fashioned; her life had been one of such quietude and
earnestness; she had always been associated with people so much older
than herself. And then she had never had any love-affair! Mr. Creswell
thanked Heaven for that. He could not fancy anything worse than
playing the part of Auld Robin Gray in the ballad, and being received
and accepted for the sake of his money, and, more than that, causing
the rejection of a poorer suitor. That would be too dreadful! No.
Marian had not been thrown in the way of that kind of thing; her
father had neither entertained company nor taken her into society, and
there was no one in the village, Mr. Creswell thought with a grave
smile, who would have ventured to uplift his eyes towards her. He
should not expect from her any romantic worship, any girlish devotion,
but, at all events, she would come to him heart-whole, without any
remains of previous attachments or bygone passions.
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