which was so different to a man's; but he must surely be clever in a
man's way too, or they would never have offered him this Berlin
appointment, which, according to her notions, required not merely a
bright literary style, but, in a far greater degree, the faculty
of observation and knowledge of the world. His experience had been
very small, but his natural ability and natural keenness must be
great. Granted his possession of these gifts, pushed as he would
be by her influence--for she intended to give him some excellent
introductions--there was little doubt of his success in life, and of
his speedily achieving a position which would warrant her in accepting
him. In accepting him? Lady Caroline laughed outright, rather a hard
bitter laugh, as this idea crossed her mind, at the remembrance that
Walter Joyce had never said the slightest word, or shown the smallest
sign, that he cared for her as--as she wished to be cared for by him,
much less that he ever aspired to her hand. However, let that pass!
What was to be, would be, and there was plenty of time to think of
such things. Meanwhile, it was decidedly satisfactory that the
engagement was broken off between him and that girl, whom Lady
Caroline had been accustomed to regard as a simple country wench, a
bread-and-butter miss, but who certainly had done her jilting with a
coolness and _aplomb_ worthy of a London beauty in her third season.
She would have been a drag on Walter's life; for, although ambitious
to a degree, and always wanting to rise beyond her sphere, she would
have induced him to persevere at his work, and have encouraged him to
great efforts; yet, according to Lady Caroline's idea, fame could not
be achieved when a man was surrounded by babies requiring to be fed,
and other domestic drawbacks, and had not merely himself but a large
family to drag up the hill of difficulty, ere eminence was attained.
Now Walter would be really free, even from mental ties, Lady Caroline
thought, with a half sigh, and if he were ever to do anything worthy
of himself, the beginning at least should be now.
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