Gertrude Creswell was not wrong in her supposition that Mr. Benthall
intended asking her to become his wife. It is not often that mistakes
are made in such matters, despite all we read of disappointed maidens
and blighted hopes. Life is so very practical in this portion of the
nineteenth century, that, except in very rare cases, even love-affairs
scarcely care to avail themselves of a halo of romance, of that veil
of mystery and secrecy which used to be half the charm of the affair.
"The bashful virgin's sidelong looks of love" are now never seen, in
anything like good society, where the intention of two young persons
to marry as soon as--sometimes before--they have met, and the
"understanding" between them is fully recognised by all their friends;
while as to the "matron's glance which would such looks reprove," it
is entirely obsolete, and never brought into play, save when the
bashful virgins bend their sidelong looks of love on good-looking
young paupers in the government offices or the army--a proceeding
which it is but fair to say the bashful virgins "of the period" very
rarely indulge in. Gertrude Creswell was as unlike a "girl of the
period," in the present delightful acceptation of that phrase, as can
well be imagined; that is to say, she was modest, frank, simple,
honest, and without guile; but she was a woman, and she knew perfectly
that she had engaged George Benthall's attention, and become the
object of his affection, although she had had no previous experience
in the matter. They had lived such quiet lives, these young ladies,
and had slid so tranquilly from the frilled-trouser-wearing and
_les-graces_-playing period of childhood, to the long skirts, croquet,
and flirtation of marriageable age, that they had hardly thought of
that largest component part of a girl's day-dream, settling in life.
There was with them no trace of that direct and unmistakable line of
demarcation known as "coming out"--that mountain-ridge between the
cold dreary Switzerland of lessons, governesses, midday dinner,
back-board, piano practice, and early bed, and the lovely glowing
Italy of balls, bouquets, cavaliers, croquet, Park, Row, crush-room,
country-house, French novel, and cotillon at five a.m. So Gertrude had
never had a love-affair of any kind before; but she was very quiet
about it, and restrained her natural tendency to gush, principally for
Maude's sake. She thought it might seem unkind in her to make a fuss,
as she described it, about her having a lover before Maude, who was as
yet unsuited with that commodity. It puzzled Gertrude immensely, this
fact of her having proved attractive to any one while Maude was by;
she was accustomed to think so much of her elder sister, on whom she
had endeavoured to model herself to the best of her ability, that she
could not understand any one taking notice of her while her sister was
present. Throughout her life, with her father, with her mother, and
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