Some little time afterwards, when Joyce thought over his mental
condition in those first days of his return to London, the cheap
cynicism, the pettishness, and the languor which he had suffered to
possess him, he wondered why old Jack Byrne, with whom he had taken up
his quarters, had not rebuked him for it, and one day, with some
considerable confusion, he asked the old man the reason.
"Why didn't I speak to you about it, and pitch into you for it, my
boy?" said the old man, with his peculiar soft laugh. "Because it's
best to let some things have their run, and come to a stop of their
own accord. I saw plainly enough what would be the result of that love
business, long ago, when you first told me of it. Why didn't I say so
then? Why, you don't imagine I should have attempted to influence you
in such a matter, when I had never even seen the lady, and had only
general experience to take as my guide? I did give you as many hints
as I thought prudent or decent in a letter which I wrote to you, my
lad; but you didn't seem to profit by them much, or, indeed, to take
any heed of them. You went sailing away straight and smoothly enough
until that squall came down upon you and carried away your masts and
your rigging, and left you a helpless log tossing on the waters. It
was so nice to be a helpless log, wasn't it?--so nice that you thought
you would never be anything else. But, God bless you, I knew
differently; I'd seen the same case a hundred times before, and I knew
if you were left alone you would come all right in time. And now you
have come all right, and you're doing your work well, and they think
highly of you at the _Comet_ office."
"I'm glad of that; that's the best news you could give me. Do they
think well of me? Do they think I do my work well, and----"
"Good Lord, what a swallow the lad has for flummery!" grumbled old
Byrne. "He'd like me to repeat every word of praise to him. It's
wonderful to see how he glows under it--no, not wonderful, when one
recollects how young he is. Ah, youth, youth! Do they? Yes, of course
they do; you know that well enough. It's deuced lucky you gave up that
notion of going to Berlin, Walter, boy."
"Yes," said Joyce, with a sigh, as he remembered all about the
proposal; "I'm better here."
"Better here, I should think you were, indeed! A correspondent can't
do much in the way of making his mark. He can be serious and well
informed, or chatty and nonsensical; he can elect between describing
the councils of cabinets or the circumference of crinolines; but in
either case his scope is limited, and he can never get much fame for
himself. Now in your present position as an essayist and leader-writer
of remarkable ability--oh, you needn't pretend to blush, you know I
shouldn't say what I didn't think--there is possibly a very bright
future in store for you! And to think that years ago you possessed a
distaste for politics!"
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