Old Byrne was compelled to be satisfied with this declaration, but he
grumbled out that it should only be temporary, and that he intended to
see Walter in a very different position before he died.
Walter Joyce said nothing more than the truth when he said that he was
very happy. He had fallen into exactly the kind of life which suited
him, the pursuance of a congenial occupation amongst companions of
similar tastes. There are, I take it, but few of us professional
plyers of the pen who do not look back with regret and with something
akin to wonder to that halcyon time when we first entered upon
authorship; when the mere act of writing was in itself pleasant, when
the sight of a proof-sheet was calculated to fill one with infinite
delight, when one glowed with delight at praise, or writhed in agony
under attack. In after life, when the novelty has entirely worn off,
when the Pegasus which ambled, and kicked, and pranced, has settled
down into the serviceable hack of ordinary use, often obliged, like
other hacks, to go through his work and to put forth his paces at
inopportune times and seasons, it seems impossible to believe that
this freshness of feeling, this extraordinary enthusiasm, can ever
have existed; unless, perchance, you see the reflex of yourself in
some one else who is beginning to pursue the sunny verdant end of that
path which with you at present has worn down into a very commonplace
beaten track, and then you perceive that the illusion was not
specially your own, but is common to all who are in that happy
glorious season of youth.
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