What was this sudden interest in these election proceedings on
Marian's part, and whence did it arise? Was it mere verbiage, pleasant
talk to flatter her husband, showing feigned excitement about his
prospects to hide the real carelessness and insouciance which she
could not choose but feel? Was she tired of his perpetual presence in
waiting upon her, and did she long to be rid of her patient slave,
untiring both in eye and ear in attention to her wants, almost before
they were expressed? There are many women who weary very speedily of
suit and service perpetually paid them, who sicken of compliments and
attentions, as the pastry-cooks' boys are said to do, after the
unrestricted gratification of their tart-appetites, in the early days
of their apprenticeship. Did she talk at random with the mere idea of
making things pleasant to her husband, and with the knowledge that the
mere fact of any expression of interest on her part in any action of
his would be more than appreciated? Not one whit. Marian never talked
at random, and knew her power sufficiently to be aware that there was
no need for the expression of any forced feeling where Mr. Creswell
was concerned. The fact was--and it was not the first time she had
acknowledged it to herself, though she had never before seen her way
clearly to effect any alteration--the fact was that she was bored out
of her life. The golden apples of the Hesperides, gained after so much
trouble, so much lulling of the dragon of conscience, had a smack of
the Dead Sea fruit in them, after all! The money had been obtained,
and the position had been compassed, it was true; but what were they?
What good had she gathered from the money, beyond the fact of the mere
material comforts of house, and dress, and equipage? What was the
position, but that of wife of the leading man in the very narrow
circle in which she had always lived? She was the centre of the
circle, truly; but the circle itself had not enlarged. The elegant
carriage, and the champing horses, and the obsequious servants, were
gratifying in their way; but there was but little satisfaction in
thinking that the sight of her enjoyment of them was confined to Jack
Forman, sunning himself at the ale-house door, and vacantly doffing
his cap as homage to her as she swept by, or to the villagers amongst
whom she had been reared, who ran to their doors as they heard the
rumbling of the wheels, and returned to their back parlours, envying
her her state, it is true, but congratulating themselves with the
recollection of the ultimate fate of Dives in the parable, and
assuring each other that the difference of sex would have no material
effect on the great result. Dull, cruelly dull, that was all she could
make of it, look at it how she would. To people of their social status
society in that neighbourhood was infinitely more limited than to
those in lower grades. An occasional visit from, and an occasional
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