Marian remained standing where Walter Joyce had left her, gazing after
his retreating figure until it had passed out of sight. At first so
little did she comprehend the full meaning of the curt sentence in
which he had conveyed to her his abrupt rejection of the bribe which
she had proposed to him, his perfect appreciation of the snare which
she had prepared for him, that she had some sort of an idea that he
would hesitate on his career, stop, turn back, and finally consent, if
not to an immediate concession to her views, at all events to some
further discussion, with a view to future settlement. But after his
parting bow he strode unrelentingly onward, and it was not until he
had reached the end of the newly made road, and, dropping down into
the meadows leading to Helmingham, had entirely disappeared, that
Marian realised how completely she had been foiled, was able to
understand, to estimate, and, in estimating, to wince under, the
bitter scorn with which her suggestion had been received, the scathing
terms in which that scorn had been conveyed. A money value for
anything to be desired--that was the only way in which he could make
it clear to her understanding or appreciation--was not that what he
had said? A money value Marian Creswell was not of those who
sedulously hide their own failings from themselves, shrink at the very
thought of them, make cupboard-skeletons of them, to be always kept
under turned key. Too sensible for this, she knew that this treatment
only enhanced the importance of the skeleton, without at all
benefiting its possessor, felt that much the better plan was to take
it out and subject it to examination, observe its form and its
articulation, dust its bones, see that its joints swung easily, and
replace it in its cupboard-home. But all these rites were, of course,
performed in private, and the world was to be kept in strict ignorance
of the existence of the skeleton. And now Walter Joyce knew of it; a
money value, her sole standard of appreciation. Odd as it may seem,
Marian had never taken the trouble to imagine to herself to what
motive Walter would ascribe her rejection of him, her preference of
Mr. Creswell. True, she had herself spoken in her last letter of the
impossibility of her enjoying life without wealth and the luxuries
which wealth commands, but she had argued to herself that he would
scarcely have believed that, principally, perhaps, from the fact of
her having advanced the statement so boldly, and now she found him
throwing the argument in her teeth. And if Walter knew and understood
this to be the dominant passion of her soul, the great motive power of
her life, the knowledge was surely not confined to him--others would
know it too. In gaining her position as Mr. Creswell's wife, her
success, her elation, had been so great as completely to absorb her
thoughts, and what people might say as to the manner in which that
success had been obtained, or the reasons for which the position had
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