Did he really think so? Not in his inmost heart. The keen eyes which
had been accustomed for so long to read human nature like a book
refused to be hoodwinked; the keen sense used to sift and balance
human motives refused to be paltered with; the logical powers which
deduced effect from cause refused to be stifled or led astray. To no
human being were Tom Creswell's moral deficiencies and shortcomings
more patent than to his father; it is needless to say that to none
were they the subject of such bitter anguish. Mr. Creswell knew that
his son was a failure, and worse than a failure. If he had been merely
stupid there would have been not much to grieve over. The lad would
have been a disappointment--as how many lads are disappointments to
fond parents!--and that was all. Hundreds, thousands of stupid young
men filled their position in society with average success. Their money
supported them, and they pulled through. He had hoped for something
better than this for his son, but in the bitterness of his grief he
allowed to himself that he would have been contented even with so
much. But Mr. Creswell knew that his son was worse than stupid; that
he was bad, low in his tastes and associations, sordid and servile in
his heart, cunning, mean, and despicable. All the qualities which
should have distinguished him--gentlemanly bearing, refined manners,
cultivated tastes, generous impulses--all these he lacked: with a
desire for sharp practice, hard-heartedness, rudeness towards those
beneath him in the social scale, boorishness towards his equals, he
was overflowing. Lout that he was, he had not even reverence for his
father, had not even the decency to attempt to hide his badness, but
paraded it in the open day before the eyes of all, with a kind of
sullen pride. And that was to be the end of all Mr. Creswell's
plotting and planning, all his hard work and high hopes? For this he
had toiled, and slaved, and speculated? Many and many a bitter hour
did the old man pass shut away in the seclusion of his library,
thinking over the bright hopes which he had indulged in as regarded
his son's career, and the way in which they had been slighted, the
bright what might have been, the dim what was. Vainly the father would
endeavour to argue with himself, that the boy was as yet but a boy;
that when he became a man he would put away the things which were not
childish indeed, for then would there have been more hope, but bad,
and in the fulness of time develop into what had been expected of him.
Mr. Creswell knew to the contrary. He had watched his son for years
with too deep an interest not to have perceived that, as the years
passed away, the light lines in the boy's character grew dim and
faint, and the dark lines deepened in intensity. Year by year the boy
became harder, coarser, more calculating, and more avaricious. As a
child he had lent his pocket money out on usury to his schoolfellows,
and now he talked to his father about investments and interest in a
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