Detective and mystery stories; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Missing persons -- Fiction
Why is that fellow so supine? Why is his work so ill done, when he ought
most to exert himself? He disgusts the world with his hang-dog looks.
Alas! with the need for action, the power of action is gone.
Despair--distraction--the Furies sit with him. Stunned, stupid, and
wild--always agitated--it is not easy to compose his sermons as finely as
heretofore. He is always jotting down little sums in addition and
subtraction. The cares of the world--the miseries of what the world calls
'difficulties' and a 'struggle'--these were for the poor vicar;--the
worst torture, for aught we know, which an average soul out of hell can
endure. Other sorrows bear healing on their wings;--this one is the
Promethean vulture. It is a falling into the hands of men, not of God.
The worst is, that its tendencies are so godless. It makes men bitter;
its promptings are blasphemous. Wherefore, He who knew all things, in
describing the thorns which choke the word, places the _cares_ of this
world _first_, and _after_ them the deceitfulness of riches and the lusts
of other things. So if money is a root of evil, the want of it, with
debt, is root, and stem, and branches.
But all human pain has its intervals of relief. The pain is suspended,
and the system recruits itself to endure the coming paroxysm. An hour of
illusion--an hour of sleep--an hour's respite of any sort, to six hours
of pain--and so the soul, in anguish, finds strength for its long labour,
abridged by neither death nor madness.
The vicar, with his little boy, Fairy, by the hand, used twice, at least,
in the week to make, sometimes an hour's, sometimes only half an hours,
visit at Redman's Farm. Poor Rachel Lake made old Tamar sit at her
worsteds in the window of the little drawing-room while these
conversations proceeded. The young lady was so intelligent that William
Wylder was obliged to exert himself in controversy with her eloquent
despair; and this combat with the doubts and terrors of a mind of much
more than ordinary vigour and resource, though altogether feminine,
compelled him to bestir himself, and so, for the time, found him entire
occupation; and thus memory and forecast, and suspense, were superseded,
for the moment, by absorbing mental action.
Rachel's position had not been altered by her brother's marriage. Dorcas
had urged her earnestly to give up Redman's Farm, and take up her abode
permanently at Brandon. This kindness, however, she declined. She was
grateful, but no, nothing could move her. The truth was, she recoiled
from it with a species of horror.
The marriage had been, after all, as great a surprise to Rachel as to any
of the Gylingden gossips. Dorcas, knowing how Rachel thought upon it, had
grown reserved and impenetrable upon the subject; indeed, at one time, I
think, she had half made up her mind to fight the old battle over again
and resolutely exercise this fatal passion. She had certainly mystified
Rachel, perhaps was mystifying herself.
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