Detective and mystery stories; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Missing persons -- Fiction
I am afraid our friend Jos. Larkin wore a mask. I am sure he often wore
it when he was quite alone. I don't know indeed, that he ever took it
off. He was, perhaps, content to see it, even when he looked in the
glass, and had not a very distinct idea what the underlying features
might be. It answers with the world; it almost answers with himself. Pity
it won't do everywhere! 'When Moses went to speak with God,' says the
admirable Hall, 'he pulled off his veil. It was good reason he should
present to God that face which he had made. There had been more need of
his veil to hide the glorious face of God from him than to hide his from
God. Hypocrites are contrary to Moses. He showed his worst to men, his
best to God; they show their best to men, their worst to God; but God
sees both their veil and their face, and I know not whether He more hates
their veil of dissimulation or their face of wickedness.'
Captain Lake wanted rest--sleep--quiet thoughts at all events. When he
was alone he was at once in a state of fever and gloom, and seemed always
watching for something. His strange eyes glanced now this way, now that,
with a fierce restlessness--now to the window--now to the door--and you
would have said he was listening intently to some indistinct and too
distant conversation affecting him vitally, there was such a look of fear
and conjecture always in his face.
He bolted his door and unlocked his dressing case, and from a little
silver box in that glittering repository he took, one after the other,
two or three little wafers of a dark hue, and placed them successively on
his tongue, and suffered them to melt, and so swallowed them. They were
not liquorice. I am afraid Captain Lake dabbled a little in opium. He was
not a great adept--yet, at least--like those gentlemen who can swallow
five hundred drops of laudanum at a sitting. But he knew the virtues of
the drug, and cultivated its acquaintance, and was oftener under its
influence than perhaps any mortal, except himself, suspected.
The greater part of mankind are, upon the whole, happier and more
cheerful than they are always willing to allow. Nature subserves the
majority. She smiled very brightly next morning. There was a twittering
of small birds among the brown leaves and ivy, and a thousand other
pleasant sounds and sights stirring in the sharp, sunny air. This sort of
inflexible merry-making in nature seems marvellously selfish in the eyes
of anxious Captain Lake. Fear hath torment--and fear is the worst
ingredient in mental pain. This is the reason why suspense is so
intolerable, and the retrospect even of the worst less terrible.
Stanley Lake would have given more than he could well afford that it were
that day week, and he no worse off. Why did time limp so tediously away
with him, prolonging his anguish gratuitously? He felt truculently, and
would have murdered that week, if he could, in the midst of its loitering
sunshine and gaiety.
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