Wyoming: A Story of the Outdoor WestRaine, William MacLeod
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Wyoming: A Story of the Outdoor West
Raine, William MacLeod
Western stories; Wyoming -- Fiction
“I can’t, because I don’t understand you. But I think this much is
true, that you have set yourself against all laws of God and man. Yet
you are not consistent, since you are better than your creed. You tell
yourself there shall be no law for you but your own will, and you find
there is, something in you stronger than desire that makes you shrink
at many things. You can kill in fair fight, but you can’t knife a man
in the back, can you?”
“I never have.”
“You have a dreadfully perverted set of rules, but you play by them.
That’s why I know I’m safe with you, even when you are at your worst.”
She announced this boldly, just as if she had no doubts.
“Oh, you know you’re safe, do you?”
“Of course I do. You were once a gentleman and you can’t forget it
entirely. That’s the weakness in your philosophy of total depravity.”
“You speak with an assurance you don’t always feel, I reckon. And I
expect I wouldn’t bank too much on those divinations of yours, if I
were you.” He rolled over so that he could face her more directly.
“You’ve been mighty frank, Miss Messiter, and I take off my hat to your
sand. Now I’m going to be frank awhile. You interest me. I never met a
woman that interested me so much. But you do a heap more than interest
me. No, you sit right there and listen. Your cheeky pluck and that
insolent, indifferent beauty of yours made a hit with me the first
minute I saw you that night. I swore I’d tame you, and that’s why I
brought you to the ranch. Your eye flashed a heap too haughty for me to
give you the go-by. Mind you, I meant to be master. I meant to make you
mine as much as that dog that licked my hand before we started. What I
meant then I still mean, but in a different way.
“That’s as far as it went with me then, but before we reached here next
day I knew the thing cut deeper with me. I ain’t saying that I love
you, because I’m a sweep and it’s just likely I don’t know passion from
love. But I’ll tell you this—there hasn’t been a waking moment since
then I haven’t been on fire to be with you. That’s why I stayed away
until I knew I wasn’t so likely to slop over. But here, I’m doing it
right this minute. I care more for you than I do for anything else on
this earth. But that makes it worse for you. I never cared for anybody
without bringing ruin on them. I broke my mother’s heart and spoiled
the life of a girl I was going to marry. That’s the kind of scoundrel I
am. Even if I can make you care for me—and I reckon I can if y’u are
like other women—I’ll likely drag you through hell after me.”
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