Yashka : $b My life as peasant, exile and soldierBochkareva, Mariia
History
Yashka : $b My life as peasant, exile and soldier
Bochkareva, Mariia
Soviet Union -- History -- Revolution, 1917-1921; World War, 1914-1918 -- Personal narratives, Russian
The first problem confronting me was how to get to Zverevo. I went to
the Commandant of the station, complained that I was penniless, that I
could not wait indefinitely for the end of the fighting to return home
to Kislovodsk, and urgently begged him to advise me what to do. I made
such an appeal to him that he finally said:
“A munition train is just about to leave for Zverevo. Come, get into it
and go to Zverevo. Perhaps they will pass you through the lines at the
front. There is a second-class carriage attached to the train.”
He led me to the carriage, in which were only the five soldiers who
were in charge of the train. He introduced me to the chief of them as a
stranded Sister of Mercy and asked for their indulgence. I thanked the
obliging Commandant profusely and from the bottom of my heart.
The train moved out of the station, but although satisfied with the
first stage of my enterprise, I was by no means cheerful as to my
prospects in Zverevo, the Bolshevik war zone. The head of the party sat
down opposite me. He was a dirty, ugly moujik. I did not encourage him
to engage me in conversation, but he was evidently wholly insensible to
my feelings in the matter.
After the preliminary questions, he expressed his surprise that I
should have chosen such an inopportune moment to go to Kislovodsk.
“But my mother is ill there,” I lied, “perhaps she is dying now. It
broke her heart when I went to the front.”
“Ah, that’s different,” he declared, moving over to my side. “They will
pass you in that case.”
From an expression of sympathy he had no hesitation in proceeding to an
attempt at flirtation. He moved closer to me and even touched my arm.
It was a delicate situation. I could not well afford to provoke his
antagonism, so I warded off his advances with a smile and a coquettish
glance. He treated me to a good meal, during which the conversation
turned to general conditions. He was, of course, a rabid Bolshevik
and a savage opponent of Kornilov and all officers. My part in the
conversation was confined to brief expressions of acquiescence, till
suddenly he asked:
“Have you heard of the Women’s Battalion of Death?”
My heart thumped violently.
“What Battalion did you say?” I asked with an air of ignorance.
“Why, Botchkareva’s Battalion!” he replied in a loud voice.
“Botchkareva’s?” I asked reminiscently. “Oh, yes, Botchkareva; yes, I
have heard about her.”
“The ----! She is a Kornilovka!” he exclaimed. “She is for the old
régime.”
“How do you know?” I asked. “I thought she was non-partisan.”
“We know them all, the counter-revolutionists! She is one of them,” my
companion declared emphatically.
“Well, but the Battalion of Death no longer exists, and Botchkareva has
apparently vanished,” I suggested.
“Yes, we know how they vanish. Many of them have vanished like that.
Kornilov had vanished, too. Then they all pop up again somewhere or
other and cause trouble,” he declared.
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