Boarding schools -- England -- Fiction; University of Oxford -- Fiction
"I'm not good enough. Don't make foolish interruptions. It's quite
true. And remember I chucked up a teaching post."
"But routine must be worse for a person like you."
"It isn't nice. Really I think the most miserable people of all are
those who are just too good for dull work and not good enough for real,
original, creative work."
"That's painfully true," he answered. And there, gloomily, they left
it.
That night Martin reflected on the events of the day. What surprised
him most was the depth and intensity of his feelings about Freda. It
wasn't love, it wasn't mere sympathy: was it just sentimentality? It
is a habit of the younger generation in these days to turn their sexual
emotions into channels of political reasoning: the result is called
feminism. Instead of defending hapless women with strong right arm
they are eager to defend underpaid women by strike or Act of
Parliament. There is little difference, for the reason that Nature
cannot be cheated. The pitchfork of modernity will not keep it out,
and chivalry, loathed in name, comes bravely back in disguise. In
matters of personal relation feminism is dangerous just because it is
insidious. Martin had already formed his picture of Freda, overworked
and underpaid, homeless and driven from pillar to post. The image was
painful, but it pleased him so to suffer.
On Saturday there was to be shooting, the last of the season. People
were coming down for the week-end and, doubtless, neighbours would be
there. In the home coverts cock pheasants still trumpeted in peace,
but their time had come.
Martin had no gun of his own, but sometimes he used a spare weapon of
his uncle's. If he had been more efficient he would have liked the
actual shooting: he could see the point of it and appreciate the thrill
of waiting and achieving. But he had neither the long experience nor
the swift eye and he was glad when the gun was needed by someone else.
Freda would not see his lack of skill, for Robert had brought a friend
from town for whom the gun would be required.
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