The fires had by this time considerably abated, and out of the glowing
embers there burned a warmth as steady and as sure as the reactional
beating back upon a passionate ordainedly evolves within life's exultant
strand. Ieyasu sulked, and Yodogima took heart; his brow darkened, and
her intention waxed the brighter; had his will been permitted, her lot
need not have been resolved, for he would have her shorn of every
influence but his; he believed her pure, and out of his blamelessness
and its correlative demands had come reflection: making it possible for
Yodogima to decide upon revealing the exact light in which she
responded--the only meed of a living affinity.
"I hope I find you comfortable, and--"
"In a good humor," responded he, to her half spoken address; barely
turning to recognize her, as she approached, considerately; bowing as
became her and the niceties of the situation prompted.
"Yes," replied she, unabashed; "I am, and why should Ieyasu not be in
as fair mood?"
"Perhaps I ought to be, but I cannot quite bring myself to believe that
I am as deserving. You make sport with me, I do so myself, and the world
is no different than we."
"It is more alluring, however, I take it, in the case of some than of
others. Look underneath the smiles, Ieyasu; it is not all gold that
glitters; perchance my heart may have bled, is bleeding this very
minute; do not consider me happy, till--"
"I am out of the way," interceded he, not one whit thawed or observant.
"Look at me," commanded she, her very frame racking with a passion that
he, in his coldness, had not the power to comprehend.
"You do love me, then," stammered Ieyasu, ravenously reading the words
so lengthily written for his dull eyes to feast faun-like upon.
"Love you? I presume you know what it is to love? I do."
"Yodogima! Forgive me," plead he, the clouds vanishing as they had
gathered: uncontrolled and misapprehended.
"Yes; but not with the assurance you possess," replied Yodogima, more
anxious to divulge than he were ready to exact, now, any secret
incapable of ingraining or outliving a nature as commonplace as his.
The princess had seated herself, at leisure, a little in front of the
rapidly recovering lover, whose ardor would again have bordered the
extreme had not her last admonition once more set him thinking. But
Ieyasu's mind moved like a tortoise, and Yodogima flushed a little, no
doubt at the prospect of having to reach a bit deeper into that
unthinkable comprehension of his--with which she had wrestled mostly
since their meeting underneath the really suggestive azalea.
Ieyasu observed, however, the one indiscretion, and would have bowed to
the mat, at her feet--no closer contact being permitted, either in heart
or at will, by the bushido and of choice--but for Yodogima's further
cautioning:
"Pray do not prostrate yourself; the victor may not prove to have been
worthy."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account