"That a sun may rise to outshine another," retorted she, wholly mindful
of her own situation, if not his method.
"You say rightly, Oyea, and woe be unto him or her who would deny or
abuse the virtue of sniffing; only through a son can man attain heaven."
Hideyoshi's words pained Oyea; she had trusted him, served dutifully,
and conformed to the requirements of the age, only to be told in the end
that there could be no salvation for her--the stork had withheld her
lord's divinest blessing.
Oyea looked round at the scant necessities with which all her life she
had been making both ends meet that he, her husband, should lack no aid
within her rendering to help him onward toward the goal she, too,
believed him most worthy to hold. Were she to receive now, at the
bidding of charm, or the failure of chance, only the bare habiliments of
respectable doing? She had forfeited at marriage better opportunity,
suffered the finger of scorn more than once, upheld patiently the laws
of the land and bowed reverently before the gods of time, and yet no one
had awakened within her a light revealing more than earth's proffered
bounty. And if the bitter must be hers, why not as well partake of the
sweets?
The very thought for the moment raised her from lowest despondency to
highest anticipation. Rising to her feet the world seemed rejuvenated
with a thought as glorious as new--Hideyoshi lay stretched upon the
matting, snoring away fonder dreams than she had dared conceive.
The cold sweat oozed in beads at her forehead.
Here, contentedly and at her mercy, rested in peace and expectation the
one who could at will and without retribution give or take her
happiness. Then conscience rushed to the fore, and Oyea stood more
pitifully than purpose had made her. Calmly surveying the relaxed
features in whose justness had been for a lifetime her only faith, the
at last enraged wife unwittingly loosed her would-be grasp in the face
of another vision which as incomprehensibly rose to stay her hand.
"Woman!" snarled she, "the curse of her kind, and a vexation always.
I'll don another dress: therein lies my only recompense."
After a while Hideyoshi arose, and rubbing his eyes, asked doubtfully:
"Did I sleep, Oyea?"
"Yes, my lord."
"Then it was a dream: I would that it were real."
"For that, it may be none the less."
The great man looked up, puzzled though wilful. He could, nor did,
comprehend that she, too, might have dreamed, marvelled the penalties
exacted of rightful living, and evolved a retribution, if less human,
then the more in keeping with an instinct born of subtler virtues.
"You shall not deny me, Oyea?" plead he, half doubtful of the motive, if
altogether innocent of her intentions.
"Deny you? Of what? Yodogima?"
"No. A son."
"Aye, aye, my lord. A higher authority than mine denies you that."
"There is none higher. You are my lawful wife."
"Fie on you! We but declare, while impotency reigns. My faith is in
virtue."
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