"Then I'll not trust you--though the bonzes had served better, your
purpose, than these self-called priests: who preach to prey while their
victims pray but 'peach.' I once had confidence in you: I never had any
in them."
"What of priests and bonzes, you might yet better charge a blessing to
the care of one whose influence nor beauty stands anyone in hand or
harm: though only a wife, I should serve no less an encouragement."
"Rickety, rickety, fiddlede, fiddlede; a woman is a woman, her tongue an
appendage. Therein the certainty of wagging. Both jealousy and
consistency may be jewels, superb and allusive, but each in a tiara.
I'll let you have it out in Azuchi; Yodogima is already at Ozaka:
between creeds, or independently, there may yet formulate a crown. See
you that your conduct is no less attuned than her estimate deserves; I
have business at the capital."
Taking his departure forthwith, Oyea bowed low and reverently--not so
much, perhaps, now, out of respect for a husband alone, or for anything
he had done personally to deserve as much, but more as a result of some
inner quality or natural-born trait that abuse could not eradicate or
dull even into vain misapprehension. Oyea was of better stock than
Hideyoshi: better insofar as tradition or probability had seen fit to
record and make known, yet looking out upon the world in which she
lived, and reflecting the obligations imposed by a social organization
with which it seemed that she had had so little to do, a growing sense
of something wanting burned the harder into her now softeningly
bewildered consciousness. Had she accused him wrongly? Might it be,
after all, verily some shortcoming of her own which had for so long a
time denied to him an inalienable right? And what of society?
Her religion--that one handed down from an ancestry antedating all
creeds, surmounting any profession--had provided the means of escaping
just such a failure as she, by virtue of feeling as pitted against
reason, had suffered; though as religiously, if not as rigorously,
courted. And why had she done so?
The only reason that she could fairly call to mind was that the priests
had told her differently; that a dawning trust in Christ was at that
very moment sapping the only foundation that she may have had for a
belief; that the doctrines of a new church were separating her forever
and helplessly from all that had been dear and possible to her and
hers--and, asked she, of herself, and her God:
"For what?"
Oyea awaited patiently some response from this newly proclaimed Savior,
whom the priests had set over her and home--no other voice than
conscience answered; and therein she conjured many thoughts, divined a
reason for things, and fell hopelessly at the shrine of an
uncontrollable, undenying, born-unto impulse. Yodogima possessed an
attraction, Kami in his wisdom had equated life and death, and no man's
blood or woman's want could save a soul or regenerate an unregenerate.
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