Yodogima did not attempt to answer her traducer, who departed as he had
entered, professing the bestowal, only, of mercies latent underneath the
sackcloth and of the beadroll. She lay submerged now; overweighted with
a fantasy as far beneath the earth she abode as fancy had heretofore
carried her above it. Darkness came on, tremors marked some hard
internal disturbance, while yawning caverns fumed and spat fiery bursts
and sulphurous clouds from the mountain away. The infernal possessed
her. A huge dragon, half within, half without, at the summit, coiling
and straightening, lifting and lowering, seeking and searching, here and
there, all around, to the horizon, at last found her out, and mounting
its slender neck, with no hold to retain her balance, the monster,
rising with her, curved easily round and, retracing its slimy part,
disappeared into the uttermost depths of hades itself.
And there Ono Harunaga sweat and forked at building the fires. Great
heaps of humans replenished the fuel bins. These Yodogima scanned with
eagerness: many faces seemed familiar, but always before she could come
close enough to determine certainly who the victim was, Harunaga had
snatched away and pitched him into the flames beyond her reach or
discernment. Which eager haste seemed quite unreasonable to her, but
upon questioning him he answered resolutely as of old:
"Have faith in--"
Yodogima did not exactly catch the last word in his reply, but she could
not believe it "Christ" or "Buddha" or "Confucius," or any like name
that she knew, because the furnace fender were himself a reverend man.
No Shinto patron had been named; these were gods: the antithesis of
Saviors, hence in fact and not on trust.
Once she thought she saw her father, but upon closer scrutiny discerned
this victim's plight to be in consequence of the vain ambitions of three
unfaithful daughters, hence knew that she must have mistaken him. This
almost inexcusable blunder shocked her severely, and to avoid any
further unpleasantness of that sort Yodogima determined, as she were
there, to do as others did; disguise her own true self, and rely wholly
upon deception to carry her forward thence in the quest of all things
hellish. Therefore she began ignoring the individual, and continued
considering altogether the classes; and as there appeared to be only one
such there, she hit upon the plan of segregating Harunaga's vast
unrealized mass of strident humans by considering more their color. And
here, too, distinguishment proved difficult, though there appeared to
be, distinctly, some awful difference in the flame if white fuel were
added, or the reverse. The former flared more fiercely, burned the less
willingly, and their screams--
Rising to her feet and looking round at the barren walls yet enclosing
her, Yodogima realized for the first time that what we think we see is
but the shadow of an energy stupidly awaiting over there the magic wand
here to unfold.
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