The girl who was cooped up in a room hardly bigger than one of the cages
that swung below, opened her heart almost as soon as she had opened her
door to the bright-haired lady who knocked on it, and this case was the
beginning of a little feminist movement of Theresa's own. From one woman
she had hints of the troubles of another, and was off immediately on the
trail, her nose so keen for the scent that it disdained the more
material odours assailing it. She went into strange places and met
strange people, and she made mistakes; but she had more than her share
of her sex's special gifts, and she had, too, some quality that drew the
truth from others. The work absorbed her, she could not have done it
well if she had not found in it something of a mission; but she also
delighted in the perpetual show she made for her own eyes. She had a
large stage to act on, no lack of parts to play, and so she was for ever
in a state of mind that was not self-satisfaction, but an engrossment
which made her every action of interest to herself, and the very tones
of her voice as memorable as the tale some starving woman told her. Yet,
with it all, she never acted falsely, and though she saw herself haloed
by her own skill and popularity, she tried to counteract her tendency to
glance upwards at that adornment. "But it's not so serious as it seems,"
she would say when she was troubled by her egoism. "It's only playing
the same old game. I used to be a beautiful princess, and now I'm a
clever young person. I always knew I wasn't a princess, and now I know
I'm not nearly as clever as I like to think, so where's the harm? Nobody
is deceived, and I have my fun." Nevertheless, she was oftener with a
heartache than without one.
Neville complained of her activities.
"You are swamping us with your women," he said. "My geniuses never get a
chance, and the old man says he has too much on his hands to attend to
my consumptive butcher."
"I don't believe there is such a thing."
"Oh, honour bright! He's more important than that last girl of
yours--you rather rushed the old man over that--and here's my butcher
threatening to marry. We've got to cure him first. We must come to some
arrangement and divide things fairly."
"I want to be fair, but one's enthusiasms----" She ended with a smile,
and as he looked down at her he found her very good to see in her plain
green frock, with a glint of winter sunshine on her hair.
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