"It's fun!" she cried, and stayed her gaiety at the remembrance of
Morton's grave and courteous face. She found nobility in it, and she was
sobered.
"No, it isn't fun," she said--"it isn't fun. You must try to be an
honest woman, Theresa. But I wish the morning would come."
She checked another laugh as she slipped into bed.
CHAPTER XXI
To Basil Morton, haste was as foreign a quality as dignity was a native
one. He lived slowly, marshalled his actions into order and subdued his
thoughts into a fair sequence, worthy of the noble mind of man. Even in
his imaginations of a future wooing, he had pictured it as a smooth and
rhythmic progress, for, seeing his lady fair and holy, fit to be adored,
the celebration of his worship must be beautiful and stately; she must
be won to the delicately pacing music of his heart. That lady of his
fancy had been tall and dark, gracious and reserved, with no ink stain
on her middle finger, and no happy comradeship with men. She must be
above them, loftily enthroned, white-fingered, perfect; yet here he was
ensnared by this Theresa with her red hair and her quickness and her
fearless glances of eyes that were rarely veiled. He was ensnared when
he first looked into those eyes, heard her voice, and watched her nimble
gestures; and, as though to lie held in her toils were not enough, she
had magically animated him with her own quickness. The courtship he had
planned for the dark, imagined lady faded and left a fragrance of old
things, while his heart leapt with a strangeness of hurry and his brain
was hot with his impatience. Yet he liked to remember his first sight of
her, for she had been gazing into the fire, as maidens should, and for
that instant she had looked soft and vulnerable and young, needing the
protection he had to give. He longed to give it. Thought of the lives of
unprotected women could always give his social conscience its sharpest
pang, and as he saw Theresa turn her latch-key in the lock, that pang
had changed to bitter pain. How often did she walk home late at night
alone? Into what dreadful slums and dens of wickedness was she forced by
his uncle's folly? What right had he to employ her for these purposes?
What horrid sights had she seen, what language heard? She should not
suffer that degradation of eyes and ears. He hated the hours she spent
with Neville. She must be taken from such work; she should live, he
vowed, a life more fitted for a woman, and he resolved to win her to it.
Wondering greatly at the headlong manner in which he had fallen at her
feet, he forced himself to sleep, anxious to bring the day and meet his
lady on her way to work.
It was a foggy morning, and she came towards him through a grey mist
which had bedewed her clothes and hair. Her cheeks were a pale pink, her
eyes were very bright, and at the sight of her he felt as though he had
been bathing in some rare air where prejudices could be blown away, and
youth regained and strengthened.
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