She was happy. Mrs. Morton continued to ruffle the smoothness of life,
but she could do no more, and she was allowed few opportunities of
attempting it, for on most evenings she sat alone in the drawing-room,
and in the daytime Basil and Theresa were far afield. This was not the
daughter-in-law she had desired. Where were the afternoon calls, the
drives with Theresa by her side and Basil opposite, the pleasant hours
after dinner, with a little music, a little talk, a little work? Theresa
could not even play the piano, her hands were idle, and Mrs. Morton was
really glad when she did not talk, for she feared what she might say;
but the sound of her voice coming across the wide hall when the
smoking-room door was open, her sharp exclamations and her laughter gave
the elder woman a new sense of isolation. In some subtle way the house
seemed to be no longer hers. Theresa, who had been the stranger, had
taken a possession stronger than that of keys and command, and whereas
the girl had once stood out glaringly against the sober, peaceful
background of the house, it had now become but an appendage of herself.
The quick thud of her feet as she ran down the stairs, her manner of
opening doors, the whistling call with which she summoned Basil--these,
by the vividness of her strength, had overcome the old stillness, the
old ordered atmosphere.
And, indeed, the place had become a home to Theresa. Her irritability
was soothed by Morton's loyal companionship. They were friends as well
as lovers; she was breaking down his fences, and she loved power. She
knew she was changing his attitude in a hundred little ways. She was
moulding him to the kind of man with whom it was possible to live, and
daily she liked him better. But she had another cause for happiness. She
was still making up her stories, and as she wandered about the house she
was accompanied by little illusive figures with sunny heads. They went
before her in the passages, they ran up and down the stairs and
scampered across the broad polished floors, and for her, too, the
silence and decorum of the house were banished. And the garden was
inhabited. There were more voices than those of the rooks among the elms
and she saw happy people by the lakeside. She saw herself among them,
dabbling with the water, racing across the lawn or climbing trees, and
she surprised herself with the positive belief that this life was far
better than one of fame. She felt that through her means some joyous
spirit of childhood had burst its bonds and broken into these separate
fragments which were to be her children, and the thought brightened her
eyes and her voice. It solaced her for the tiny disappointments that
pricked, but were too small to have a name, almost too small to be felt.
She waved her hand towards an upper window, one afternoon as they rode
down the drive, and he looked sharply at the house and then at her. "To
whom are you waving?" he asked.
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