The cart rumbled across a little bridge, and left the lake, and, as they
went carefully along the rutted lane, Theresa could look into the fields
where lambs were sleeping. At their passing, a sheep cried out with a
loud and bitter melancholy, voicing a dumb, bewildered world, and it was
like waking from a long dream when the jolting ceased. The driver was
speaking to someone in the road; she could not distinguish the words,
and she sat passive, huddled in her coat and rugs, until the cart should
move on again. It seemed impossible that it should have stopped; her
body was still conscious of the movement, and she was swaying lightly.
The boy's unwrapping of the rugs aroused her. She heard the unseen
person pass behind the cart, and saw a man's figure standing by the
wheel.
"Is that you, Theresa?"
"Yes."
"I want you to get out here."
"Yes." She took his hand and stepped stiffly to the ground.
"Give me the bag, Jack. You can turn here, can't you? Good-night."
They stood together near the churchyard yews, and the stars lighted
their faces. They did not speak. For Theresa, the world had fallen away,
and nothing remained but this patch of earth on which she and Alexander
stood. That isolation passed, the trees came back and the hills, and
while he was still looking at her, she touched him lightly on the
sleeve.
"Tell me."
"It's your father. My father--I told him not to come."
"I know. I didn't know until last night. I read your letter. Please
will you tell me everything? I want to know at once if he is dead."
"Yes, he's dead."
"It's all right. I am not going to fall."
"My father shot him. Then himself. I--he was mad. It is my fault; but I
didn't know how mad--and I warned him. They're both dead, two of them. I
saw my father fall. And yours spoke to me as I passed. He said: 'Send
for Theresa.'"
"I think I'd like to hold your hand. Thank you. Are you sure he's dead?"
"Quite sure. And he died happy. He was smiling. It seemed--it seemed as
if it were what he had been wanting. It may be that the dead are always
glad."
"When was it?"
"Last night. He was with my mother in the kitchen. I didn't know my
father had a pistol, but then, I ought to have known. We've lived with
it so long, it has seemed part of life. I didn't understand how bad he
was. Theresa, my father's murdered yours."
"Yes, yes. Never mind." She held very tightly to his hand. "Never mind.
He wouldn't like you to be sad. Oh"--her voice quavered on the
stillness, and she dropped against him--"oh, Alexander, take care of me
for a little while."
Her face was against the rough fabric of his sleeve. He loosed her hand
and put his arm about her, holding her steadily, and so they stood
beneath the yews.
Each stirred at the same moment, and, without a word, walked on. At the
house end Alexander stopped and spoke quietly.
"Janet is with my mother. She is afraid to leave her. You are to have my
room. Tread softly: she may be sleeping."
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