They hardly spoke, and when the meal was over and Theresa had done what
household tasks she could, she went out to the horse-block and sat
there. Behind her there were violets growing in the little garden, and
they sent their sweetness up to her for comfort, and around were the
hills, assuring her of life's loveliness and truth.
The world was coloured with brilliant greens and blues, veiled by the
passing winds; the earth smelt of dampness and of growth; every tree and
bush was budding, and the streams were roaring with the energy of
spring; the impulse of all living things was leaping towards the sun;
the voices of wind, and water, and singing trees, and of the sheep
bleating on the hills, were praising life and the life-giver, while
upstairs her father's hands had stiffened in the fold of death. She
tried to teach herself that he was dead, but to that lesson she was dull
and deaf. She felt him near her in every brushing of the wind and every
scratching sound of the rose branches on the porch, so that she could
only shake her head and say he lived.
She looked up at the sound of footsteps, and saw Alexander in the lane.
"Will you come with me a little way," he said, "while it's still early?
Soon there will be people I'll have to see, and things to do. We'll both
be wanted, but now, while the world's so fresh and empty, can we be
together?"
She slipped from the horse-block and stood beside him.
"Which way?" she said.
"To the Broad Beck, but not under the trees. I want the sun."
They followed the grassy track and struck across the new green of the
bracken to the stream that rioted among the rocks, teasing itself into
foam, lashing itself into waterfalls, or lying in still pools. By one of
these, on a broad slab of stone, Theresa and Alexander halted. The sun
struck on the water and on them; it gilded the purple of Theresa's gown
until it was illuminated like a missal; it found the lurking red in
Alexander's hair, it turned hers to flame, and to each one it showed the
suffering of the other.
"Theresa," he said, "the sun is shining. You said you would tell me in
the sunshine, but if you cannot I will wait."
"No, I must tell you, because I said so, and because you must not blame
yourself." She held her hands behind her back, twisting them there, and
she looked up at him, frowning a little, with a rare appeal in her
unflinching eyes.
"He always wanted us to meet," she said. "I believe he did this so that
we might meet."
"And we had met."
"But then, I did not tell him."
"Why did you not?"
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