"And I have a bright blazing one. There will be thunder and lightning
among these hills. Do you think I am afraid of your tempers?" Her lips
and her eyelids drooped, her grasp tightened, and she drew closer to
him. He felt her body tremble. "I'm afraid of nothing but your love,"
she said; and at the words he crushed her to him so that she felt the
hard and hurried beating of his heart and the fury of his kisses on her
hair.
"Oh, my heather flower," he said--"my heather flower!"
And the water babbled by, and a bird hung with spread wings like a
canopy above them, and the sheep cried to their young, and the wind blew
a strand of Theresa's hair across Alexander's face--a strand of
quivering gold, smelling of sun, and wind, and earth.
He took a deep strong breath, and put her from him. "We must go back,"
he said.
She looked quickly in his face "You are not thinking we should not feel
like this?"
"No, my heart, no."
"Because it's what he wanted us to feel. Oh, he knew. How could he know
so well? I am not ashamed of being happy, though he's dead. And this
day, and the sunshine, and all the beauty of the hills, are much more my
father than the one that's--that's lying on the bed. I'm sorry for your
sadness, but, except that, I haven't any of my own. Oh yes, I feel as if
I have just been born, and the world is new, too, and life is beginning
for you and me, and we are going to do things! But, Alexander, it isn't
only mothers who die in bearing children." She checked a sob, dropping
her head to her knees, and, looking past her, Alexander watched the
shadows on the hills.
"To-morrow Grace will come, and Uncle George. They wouldn't understand
if we looked happy, would they? Nobody would understand that death could
be so beautiful." She rose and stood beside him. "Alexander, why don't
you speak to me?"
He gave her the quick look she had loved to remember through the years.
"Theresa, do you see what he has done? He's joined us with a seal we
dare not break."
"Why should we want to break it?" she asked on a breath.
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