"Oh, if you need telling----" She retired to the study and sat in the
cold before a sheet of paper, with a pencil in her hand. The immortal
poem was her natural work, but how could she find time to write it with
a household of six people to care for? Her mother breakfasted in bed,
Uncle George was fastidious about his meals. Grace needed them at any
odd and inconvenient moment, and Theresa found herself a better cook
than Bessie. With a cake in the oven it was not easy to compose her mind
to the calm necessary for her first arresting lines: the family liked
her cakes, and praise was dear to her; therefore the poem and, she
feared, the public suffered, and sometimes at the thought of what
circumstances would not let her do, her body became a vessel for hot,
tumultuous anger. She felt it churning within her, and she longed to
raise her hands and strike. At these times she hated Bessie, she chafed
at her mother's weakness, she scorned Grace, she despised her father and
she took pains to plan annoyance for her uncle. After all, was it not he
who had caused this trouble? she would say, and somewhat against her
will, for she liked a reputation for good management, she would forget
to order the packet of dried cereals which formed his meal at
supper-time, so that he would be forced to eat meat and have
indigestion, or to go hungry. But a growing pride in her task soon
disdained these tricks, and she became almost maternally interested in
his appetite.
"You're not eating your cream," she told him one night. "I got it
specially for you. That stuff looks so husky. It makes me think of the
Prodigal Son."
He ignored the Biblical allusion and looked at her with a cold disregard
for her juvenile irreverence.
"I must use my natural juices," he assured her. He looked singularly
bereft of them. His face, clean-shaven but for short grey whiskers, was
as dried and colourless as his cereals, his grey hair was stiff and
dull, his hands were lean without nervousness.
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