"We'd get out of the train," he began, "and smell the sea; and then we
should smell a fresh and wonderful wind, and we should know it came from
the mountains, and we'd hurry along the road. We're hurrying, Theresa,
to the place where that wind was born. It's the spring, I think. There
are primroses in the hedges, lots of them by the stream, but I expect we
shall see some snow on the hills. It lies late in the gullies, and at
night it falls up there, when it is almost warm in the valleys. It's a
long walk, but we're going very fast because we are so eager, and now
we're turning a corner, and the wind comes more smartly, stealing our
breath, and it is hard work to raise our heads against it to see----"
Theresa's parted lips drooped sharply, without warning, and stopped his
speech. "Don't!" she cried imploringly. "Don't tell me! I--I don't think
I like this game. Pretending!" She hid her face and indistinctly
murmured: "I don't think I can bear to talk about it."
"My dear!"
She looked up: there were tears in her eyes. He blinked.
"My dear," he repeated helplessly. "What is it?" She shook her head,
laughing, and yielding to the persuasion of his hand, she sat on the
arm of his chair, and leaned against him.
"I'm silly," she said.
But he would not allow that: he triumphed in her sensibility. "No, no,"
he said. The pressure of his encircling arm assured her that he
understood, and she did not try to check her weeping, for she enjoyed
it, and all the nameless troubles of her youth seemed to be finding
solace. She was surprised at her emotion, and became interested in it:
thought dammed the flood, and with the back of her hand she wiped her
eyes. Edward Webb continued to hold her firmly while she stared before
her, not guiltless of an occasional sniff which had for him the pathos
of a cry. Considering herself, she decided that she was strange. Why had
she silenced her father? Her glance fell, broodingly, to the papers on
his desk. Was it because the hills were her religion, her love for them
her form of worship? She liked the notion and saw herself enhanced by
it. Her heart beat a little faster; there were depths in her she had not
sounded, and her blurred gaze cleared itself in this excitement. Her
mind looked inward while her eyes mechanically followed the lines of her
father's writing. They were partly concealed by blotting-paper, but some
of them she read over and over again, making accompaniment to her
thoughts, until their meaning flashed and blinded her to all else. They
were words of love, brilliant, coloured words that startled, horrified
her. She had read such words in print, but to see them in her father's
handwriting seemed to strike life out of her.
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