"We'll go into the breakfast-room. We'll light the fire. I'll stay with
you." And by that fire they sat together, cheek against cheek.
Day comes early in June, and the birds were singing before Theresa had
stiffened in her chair, or their hands had refused to hold each other
any more. In the white light one white face gazed into another.
"You've only got your nightgown on," he told her; and then,
inconsequently, "but I've got you back."
"Yes," she said. She had never felt closer to him, and the guilt which
she could not forget had become no more than a thin film of smoke.
In the afternoon of that day, when she entered her mother's room to put
fresh flowers in her hand, she saw her father already filling them, but
not with flowers. It was a sheet of paper he fixed between those
strangely unresponsive fingers.
Across the bed he looked at Theresa, and frowned in his piteous need to
speak.
"It's all I have to give her," he said, "and she would have liked it.
She hadn't seen it because I never showed her anything until it was as
good as I could make it, but she must have it now. It's hers."
She bent over the paper. She saw the regular lines of verse, and,
starting out of them, the words that haunted her. Her mouth fell open,
and she looked at him through an immeasurable distance, before she
dropped to her knees under the unbearable weight of her abasement.
CHAPTER XIV
On the last Saturday of that month, the sun, waking Theresa to the great
emptiness of the world, robbed Alexander of the sleep which was his by
right of holiday and, a moment later, the clamour of an energetic and
triumphant hen dispersed his drowsiness.
As he lay and looked through the window and felt the wind on his face,
he heard a kind of music in the noise, for in its unconscious, harsh
insistence, there was a glorifying of life, joy in a creative gift, and
praise for the wise use of it. It held, moreover, a call for energy, and
Alexander, who had been born loving pre-eminence, could not consent to
lie in bed while a hen prated of accomplishment. Murmuring gentle
maledictions on the creature, he threw off his coverings and thrust his
head and shoulders through the window.
It was six o'clock, and the earth seemed to have dipped its face in its
own running water, and now, still glistening with drops, it was holding
up its head that the wind might dry it. It was a light and frolic wind,
taking pleasure in the vast spaces of the world and the youth of
morning, whirling about the hill-tops, daring the dark and dripping
gullies that rent the cliffs, yet not disdaining the rose-tree on the
house wall, nor the points of Alexander's flannel collar and the
roughness of his hair. Sharp at his throat it sent its cool, long
fingers, and after them came the sunshine with a warm caress.
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