walked bewildered. He found there were many sides to duty, that
inclination is not perforce opposed to it, and he was still struggling
for clearness when he turned the corner of the road and saw the hills.
Their calm mocked his restlessness, and their splendour made a little
thing of him. He stood and fed on them.
Against the tender colour of the sky they held the darkness of the
coming night, and soon their arms would open to let forth a dusky
coverlet for the world. Proud of that burden, they lifted serene heads
above it and waited for the stars, and after them the day, and then the
night once more, and all the buffetings that time, and wind and rain
might bring them. Their beauty and strength and patience were holy to
Alexander, and at the sight of them he was ready for any sacrifice of
his ambition, while his mind was confused with longing to express his
gratitude and praise. This was more than the appeal of the æsthetic:
through nature he was half consciously trying to find God, and his
troubles left him and went like winged things to the heights.
He walked on: he had a conviction that his way would be made clear. This
was strange to a mind that only came to its conclusions after fierce
wrestling; but he did not question it, and, rejoicing in this new
submission and in the clang of his boots on the hard road, he marched on
until the hills drew more closely round him and the lake narrowed to
receive its feeding streams. Green rushes grew in the shallows and were
stirred by the water's gentle surge, and among them, unseen, Alexander
thought the reedy pipe was played. The music woke such echoes in his
heart that his stern self-control tried to refuse it hearing; but the
hour was victor and the hills were its allies. In the perfection of
impulse they swept upwards from the valley, and it was amazing that the
dark and stunted yews round the little church, the scattered houses and
the grazing cattle should have been allowed to keep the places men had
given them, for the curves of the mountain's mysterious sides had the
fatality of a wave. But they had the placidity of their own strength:
themselves the victims of Nature's ruthlessness, they had learnt
ruthlessness from her, yet remained benign, and in the face of their
serenity the man was willing to distrust the efforts of his own mind.
But only for this moment was he the yielding child of these numerous and
mighty parents, ready to let his future be what they decreed: and only
because he was aware of his waiting will, did he find this happiness in
obedience to the evening and the hills.
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