Black, Jack, 1871-1932; Criminals -- Canada -- Biography; Criminals -- United States -- Biography
I got up and went my way with the thought that I had got more out of
that prison and its keepers than they got out of me. I think the same
to-day of every prison I went into. There were times when I thought I
got a bit more punishment than was coming to me, but I don’t regret a
minute of it now. Each of us must be tempered in some fire. Nobody had
more to do with choosing the fire that tempered me than myself, and
instead of finding fault with the fire I give thanks that I had the
metal to take the temper and hold it.
I have hopes that these lines will be read by many convicts and
ex-convicts, and they are nothing if not critical readers. I am not
trying to lay down any “rules and regulations” for their guidance on the
outside, but I want to say this—any prisoner who comes out of prison
saying to himself, “I can’t quit; it’s too late; I’m wrecked and ruined;
every man’s hand’s against me; if I get a job some copper will snitch on
me to my boss, or if that don’t happen the other ‘cons’ will blackmail
me; there’s no use trying, I can’t quit”—any “ex-con” who says that is
sentencing himself to a jolt that the most heartless and hard-boiled
criminal-court judge couldn’t conceive of.
The other “con” who comes out time after time saying to himself
cold-bloodedly and calculatingly, “I won’t quit,” might change his mind
some time and say, “I will quit.” When he wills it, he does it, and no
copper snitches him out of his job. If there is any such animal as the
blackmailing “ex-con” he gives the “will” chap a wide berth.
I now went to Vancouver and took it easy for a week, resting up, reading
papers, and trying to get my bearings. I saw nothing of Chew Chee, the
China boy. He didn’t show up in the prison while I was there, and I have
no doubt he quit stealing while he was all to the good and went on the
square.
Falling in with an outfit of bums and beggars at Vancouver I heard
glowing reports of the prosperous mining towns in the interior of
British Columbia and decided to visit them. A week’s journey over the
Canadian Pacific Railway and down the Columbia River found me in the
Kootenai mining district. Everything I touched turned to money. The
sudden change from no liberty at all in prison to all the liberty in the
world almost wrecked me. I didn’t think of saving the money so
dangerously earned, but squandered it drinking, gambling, and making
many trips across the line into the states where there were more
opportunities for spending and dissipating.
At last a very valuable parcel of stones found its way into my hands. It
was suicide to try to dispose of them on the Canadian side, and I bought
a ticket to Pocatello and Salt Chunk Mary. I had been away from there
almost four years, and had no fear that the town whittler would remember
me, even if he was still on the job, and besides I was hungry for a look
at Mary and for a feed of her beans and salt pork.
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