Black, Jack, 1871-1932; Criminals -- Canada -- Biography; Criminals -- United States -- Biography
“In a few months I found myself back in jail in San Francisco. Then
something occurred that surprised me more than I can tell. I was told
that there was a possibility of my getting credit for the time that I
had served in the county jail, that I might get a sentence I would see
the end of, instead of one that would see the end of me, and that it
might be possible for me to get out and lead a different kind of life.
“This made a greater impression upon me than the twenty-five-year
sentence, this offer of help from such a surprising source. At first I
thought I was getting the double-cross, but I investigated and found it
was true, and what little doubts I had were completely shattered. I did
not admit the possibility of any kindness from judges, district
attorneys, prosecutors, or anybody who represents the people.
“I now saw that I was wrong, and that it was up to me to build new rules
to regulate my conduct in the future, that I would have to formulate a
philosophy that would admit the possibility of kindness from such
sources; from people who desired to help me if I would help myself.
“I have promised myself, and I promise the court, that when I finish
this sentence I shall look for the best instead of the worst, that I
shall look for kindness instead of cruelty, and that I shall look for
the good instead of the bad, and when I find them I shall return them
with interest.
“I am confident when I promise the court this that I will not fail. I
imagine I have enough character left as a foundation on which to build a
reformed life. If I had no character, no will power, no determination,
I would have been broken long ago by the years of imprisonment and
punishment; and I would have been useless and harmless and helpless, a
force for neither good nor bad.”
Judge Dunne asked me if I had any choice of prisons, and I said I
preferred San Quentin because I had already been in every other prison
in the state, and I would like to go over there and see what that place
was like.
I left the courtroom with that one-year sentence feeling as if I had
received a Christmas gift; it was the twenty-fourth of December.
At San Quentin I had a hard time to convince friends that my sentence
was cut to one year. The atmosphere there surprised me. There was none
of that smoldering hatred of officers; no hopeless, despairing
prisoners; no opium and no scheming to get it in. Everybody was looking
forward to parole. There was no brutal punishment. A man’s credits were
safe. All those changes worked for the best. Prisoners had a chance to
shorten their time by good conduct, and their conduct was good.
One of the first “cons” to reach me was my friend, Soldier Johnnie,
doing a short sentence.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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