Black, Jack, 1871-1932; Criminals -- Canada -- Biography; Criminals -- United States -- Biography
When it became light enough I explored the old house, finding nothing
but rags and old papers. There was no water in it and washing was out of
the question. I gathered up an armful of the rags and papers, making a
pallet of them by a window upstairs in a front room, where I could look
out on the street. I sat down on the pallet and began to think things
over. It was the first good chance since I had left my father. I
heartily wished myself back with him. If this was adventure I wanted no
more of it. I was done with it. It had brought me to this. Tired,
hungry, bloody, afraid to go to sleep even if I could, lest I should be
found and dragged off to jail and surely convicted. Smiler was dead. I
had no ties to bind me to the road.
Yes, I would get out of this mess somehow and go back to my father. I
was sorry for poor Smiler and would have stayed with him on the road,
but now it was different. I felt no remorse for any of the things we had
done. I wasn’t sorry. I didn’t even think they were wrong. That phase of
it never entered my mind.
Then I fell to thinking of Smiler’s tragic end; trying to puzzle it out:
Why the woman shrieked, why the house remained so dark and silent, and
why I wasn’t shot when I went to his assistance. There was no answer to
it all. I felt easier in my mind now that I had decided to quit the road
and go home, and longed for the night to come when I could leave my
hiding place and wash the blood off my hands and face and get fresh
clothes.
As the day wore on, feeling more secure, I stretched out on my bed of
rags and paper and tried to sleep, but it wouldn’t come to me. Later, in
the afternoon, I removed my coat and shoes and managed to doze fitfully
till evening. When it was dark enough to walk through the streets safely
I left the house and made my way to a hot sulphur spring that gushed out
of a hillside a mile away. There I stripped and scrubbed myself as best
I could in the dark, and without soap. My clothes were stiff with dried
blood. I threw the shirt and underwear away, put my handkerchief about
my neck, and, buttoning my coat, started off in search of a store where
I could get a new outfit.
Since the night Smiler stole the coat for me we had never allowed
ourselves to get flat broke. With all his passion for gambling he would
hold on to a few dollars. With the money I found on him and my own, I
counted up thirty dollars. His watch wasn’t worth two dollars, a cheap
one he bought in San Francisco. I kept it as a memento. There was
nothing else of value in his pockets.
In a few minutes I found one of the many little general stores that
flourished in Salt Lake at that time, and purchased a suit, the cheapest
one there, for twelve dollars, and a fifty-cent shirt. I went back to
the spring with my bundle, where I donned the cheap bullswool suit and
threw my good one away. Tired and hungry, I crawled aboard a street car
citybound from the sulphur springs.
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