Young Earnest: The Romance of a Bad Start in LifeCannan, Gilbert
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Young Earnest: The Romance of a Bad Start in Life
Cannan, Gilbert
English fiction -- 20th century
"Linda? Well, she's a much better sort than she used to be. I don't
know much about women, though I like them well enough. Linda? Oh, she
seems happy. She has a house and a piano and a lot of people, goes
abroad, little parties of four or five, mixed; musicians and
professors, cream of Thrigsby, you know. She wrote a play for the
Thrigsby Repertory Theater, all about you and marriage and sex. Rather
disgusting, I thought it, but all Thrigsby flocked to see it. All the
same, yes, she is nicer. Not so inquisitive; doesn't romance so
wildly. The only objection I have to her now is that she will get me
into a corner when I'm at home and talk about you. I think she ought
to ignore your existence, as it is no longer her affair. She seems
unable to do that, and she fancies I know something about you that she
doesn't, though I've told her over and over again that I don't pretend
to understand you or anybody else. I did tell her that you made me
feel that what I wanted to do wasn't necessarily a thing to be ashamed
of."
"I did that?"
"Well, it was only after you came that I was able to tell the mater
that I didn't want to do as she wished and couldn't. . . . Where are
you living?"
René described Ann's two rooms.
"Do you like it? I mean, aren't they rather grubby and piggy?"
René thought it over with a clear picture in his mind of Ann's room
and Jimmy's and Kilner's, and the women standing at the doors and
leaning out of the windows, and the children playing in the muck. For
him it was all colored emotionally. Moments of distaste he could
remember, but nothing like the offended fastidiousness expressed in
Kurt's tone.
"Well, yes. Untidy and careless. One day's work slops over into the
next day. But, you know, my home was not so very unlike that. I used
to hate it at home when I got back at night to find my bed unmade.
That used to happen."
"Can I come and see you? I'm here for a fortnight. My business is up
north. Got a factory now. You must come and see it if ever you
are----"
"I don't think I'm likely to go north again. I feel that's finished. I
don't know why. It isn't that I have any hatred for it, or any
bitterness about what happened. Only I feel on firmer ground here, as
though I had taken root."
"I'll come along then. Any night?"
"Almost any night."
"I'll take my chance."
They shook hands, Kurt with a grip that squeezed René's knuckles
together until the pain was horrible.
"'Member our smash?" asked Kurt.
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