Young Earnest: The Romance of a Bad Start in LifeCannan, Gilbert
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Young Earnest: The Romance of a Bad Start in Life
Cannan, Gilbert
English fiction -- 20th century
IT takes an unconscionable long time to extort money from the Post
Office Savings Bank, and René borrowed from his employer to pay Joe's
passage and the guarantee demanded by the Canadian immigration
authorities. Joe could not thank him, but only, with tears in his
eyes, shake him by the hand.
"You know," he said, "I could never have gone if I'd once been in
prison. That's where they has you. If wishing could do it, you'll have
good luck. And if praying's any good I don't mind trying that, though
I'm not much of a hand at it and out of practice."
He gave René a crumpled dirty letter to Rita, and bade him tell her
that his last thought was for her, and that when she came out he would
be on the quay to meet her.
"I've told 'er in my letter it was you put a heart into me, guvnor.
I'd been feeding on it that long it was nearly all eat away."
At last the train moved--(René had taken him to the station with his
few possessions, smuggled out under the very eyes of the
policeman)--Joe leaped into his carriage and sang out:
"So long!"
"Good luck!" cried René, as he moved away through the crowd of tearful
women and young men on the platform.
As he was leaving the station he met Kurt, just returned from a flying
visit to Thrigsby. He explained that he had been called away on
business or would have been round before to pay his promised visit.
"I told them at home I'd seen you. My mother turned on a face like a
window-shutter--you know, the iron kind they have in Paris, and clank
down in the small hours of the morning just to make sure no one shall
sleep the night through. Funny old thing! I suppose she regards you as
one dead. Silly thing to do, when I'd just told her you were very much
alive. Linda was quite excited and started pumping up all sorts of
emotions until I asked her how long it was since she had even thought
of you. Then she stopped that game. She knows it isn't any use with
me. I once said to her, 'My dear girl, if you really felt all the
emotions you pretend to feel, you'd be dead in a week.' I never could
stand that sort of thing myself. She gets them out of books, you know,
and really sometimes it is quite impressive, or would be, if it
weren't so disgustingly false. It is wonderful to feel things, but you
can't feel things all the time and be sane. No one can. One's too
busy. It's beastly to make that sort of thing cheap as they do on the
stage and in Linda's mucky novels--Oh, she's written another play, all
about my mother this time. Well, after a bit she cooled down and I
told her you were quite pleased with yourself, earning an humble but
honest living. She wanted to know if you were alone. I said I didn't
know, but anyhow it wasn't her affair. She agreed, and said that
anything she might do wasn't your affair either. Then she talked a
great deal of nonsense about your being the New Man, with too much
vitality and intellectual energy for the outworn institutions of a
demoded society, and a lot more rot of that kind.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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