Young Earnest: The Romance of a Bad Start in LifeCannan, Gilbert
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Young Earnest: The Romance of a Bad Start in Life
Cannan, Gilbert
English fiction -- 20th century
"My friend Martin is the only one I know. But I imagine they are just
the same. They expect their money to do their thinking for them. Money
and crowds have just the same hypnotic effect. Do you remember on one
of our tours when we were driving at night with the big headlight
showing up the road fifty yards in front of us? It was a summer night,
and as we flashed past trees the birds for a moment took us for the
sun and began to wake up. It was amusing, the swish of the wind we
made in the trees, the sudden singing of the birds, who sank to sleep
again in the darkness we left behind us. And then as we drove along a
woodland road a rabbit darted out into our light, and could not get
out of it. If we drove slowly he ran slowly. If we put on pace to
scare him away he kept ahead of us. If we stopped he couched down with
his ears back and his eyes starting out of his head, absolutely
confined by the walls of darkness round our light, and, I suppose,
hypnotized by his own terror. It seems to me that human thought is a
light like ours, and that individual men rush into it like the rabbit
and cannot get out of it. It needs only a little plunge into the
darkness to be back safe and happy in your own life, but they can't
take the plunge. We were able to turn the light off the rabbit at a
cross-road to let him go, but nothing can take the light of human
thought off men. The analogy is rather interesting, because the light
of human thought is not borne by a horrible engine, but only seems so
to those who are hypnotized by their own terror, and it seems normal
to be scurrying away from it and to die--morally--of exhaustion. A few
men, when they come into the light, are brave enough to step out of it
to discover whence it comes. They find it kindled in themselves and,
tracing it to its source, they find it in the will to live, and they
reach the determination to carry it farther over the world they live
in, in order to break down the walls of darkness."
"That is rather beyond me," said Kurt. "I'm no good at ideas. If you
let me keep to people I'm all right. Some people do me good; other
people make me feel cramped and choked. I'm not clever enough to know
why. And there are lots of nice people with whom it is quite enough if
one can make them laugh. They don't seem to matter either way."
"You see," said René, "human thought doesn't shine until it is
energized with feeling and brought into contact with the divine power
that keeps things going. That is what the scared people take for a
remorseless, swift, destroying engine."
"I remember now," said Kurt, "that Linda said you were a mystic. That
was when you were an economist, and I told her it was nonsense,
because no mystic could read a page of Marshall--wasn't that your fat
book?"
"I don't know whether it's mysticism or not, but I can't accept
experience without sifting it. I suppose if I could do that I should
still be in Thrigsby keeping up appearances."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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