Young Earnest: The Romance of a Bad Start in LifeCannan, Gilbert
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Young Earnest: The Romance of a Bad Start in Life
Cannan, Gilbert
English fiction -- 20th century
"No, but I'm absolutely certain they are there. I never knew what I
was after until I met Kilner. I'm not certain that I know now. But
I've escaped social hypnotism so far, and from what you tell me I seem
to be less in danger of hypnotism by my own will than either of you."
"I deny that," cried Kilner angrily. "You are denying the supremacy of
the artist. Just because you have dodged a few of the conventional
social obligations, you think----"
"I'm not denying anything of the kind. I grant you the artist is
supreme and his vision the most potent force in human thought, but the
artist also must be a man and must live, or there's an end of his
vision. He must be prepared if necessary to live in the hypnotic
circle, and he must be strong enough to assert his will in it."
"That's stupid," said Kilner. "As if any of us could escape, as if
that weren't precisely what the artist does. Your friend here is the
lucky one. He is doing a new thing, exercising a new faculty which is
imperfectly developed, so that it is not yet prostituted and abused,
as art, science, and love have been. He is still a wonder, even to
fools. I who aspire to art, you who aspire to love, are to the world
nothing but idiots who have not the _nous_ to help themselves to the
plunder and comfort ready to their hands. But you and I are braver
than he, for we seek greater things. He is content with physical
health and adventure. That is something. It is a higher aim than money
and money's worth. But you and I are definitely pledged to accept only
the happiness we know to be true, and the sorrow to which our wills
can consent."
"I dunno," said Kurt, rising, "but I daresay there's a good deal to be
said on the other side. I'm not so sure, though. I know lots of the
other people, and they've never given me such an amusing evening. I
haven't had such a good time since I came to London, where everybody
thinks of nothing but having a good time. I'll come again. Anyhow,
you're not worrying about what other folk are thinking of you, and
that's the only thing I can't stand. Good night."
Kilner was too excited to go to bed, and he kept René up till three
o'clock in the morning talking about a picture he was painting of God
creating Eve out of Adam, who was to be shown in an attitude of
surrender, though his body gave signs of a fearful agony. Yet was it
Adam's will to submit to any torture to attain the knowledge of the
almighty joy of creation.
René was curious about the woman's share in the operation, and was
vaguely distressed to find that in Kilner's intention Eve was to be no
more than beautiful.
"But is she to have no share in creation and the joy of it?"
Kilner was pacing round the room. He waved his fists in the air.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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