Young Earnest: The Romance of a Bad Start in LifeCannan, Gilbert
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Young Earnest: The Romance of a Bad Start in Life
Cannan, Gilbert
English fiction -- 20th century
On the Friday she wept and would not be consoled until he had
consented to go to Hull with her. He had an engagement for the day,
but telegraphed to cancel it and went with her. She clung to him on
the boat, and caused him almost to be carried away from the pier. The
gangway had to be put out for him, and he raced ashore and stood on
the quay waving a pocket-handkerchief and swallowing his tears until
the boat had dipped over the edge of the sea.
They wrote to each other, every day at first, then every other day.
Her letters in their coolness often stabbed him, but he could not
bring his into tone with hers. He poured out everything he thought and
felt without calculation, and with no literary pleasure or excitement.
She was only led into warm confession when some phrase lured her on.
Her greatest enthusiasm was when, at the end of the Academic year, he
sent her the examination lists with his name at the head, and also as
having won the Robert Owen prize and a studentship of eighty pounds a
year for three years.
Indeed his university career ended in a blaze of glory. Professor
Smallman sent for him and assured him that on his papers he was an
absolutely first-class man, and the university could not afford to
lose him. Of course there was no vacancy as yet, and the teaching of
economics was a miserably-paid profession, but in the meanwhile he
could procure a supernumerary post on the staff of the Grammar School
which would leave him free to take up any appointment that cropped up.
He could also continue his reviewing, unless he thought of going on to
Oxford or Cambridge, when, of course, the school and the university
would help him. For a career, a degree at one of the major
universities was almost essential.
"I don't mind telling you," said the Professor, "that it is pretty
much my own career over again, though there are things you can do that
I never could. You've more imagination. Cambridge economics are very
much alive just now. If you would care to----"
"I must make an income," said René. He was elated, but also
disgruntled, suffering from a reaction. He had prepared his subject
for the examination, and having succeeded, had lost interest in it.
Vaguely he had so arranged his life that until this examination he
would do as he was told to do, so that after it he might do things
because he wanted to do them. On the whole, he rather resented the
Professor's continued interference in his affairs. However, he agreed
with the first plan. Cambridge meant another three years preparing for
another examination, and he was Thrigsbeian enough to feel that it was
not a "man's work."
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