Young Earnest: The Romance of a Bad Start in LifeCannan, Gilbert
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Young Earnest: The Romance of a Bad Start in Life
Cannan, Gilbert
English fiction -- 20th century
What was there in common, thought René, between Linda and Kurt? She
had not his frankness. (He was frank even in his lying.) She was
subtle, given to theory. Her brother had, cut and dried, not so much a
theory as a program. With Kurt René had had a robust pleasure which he
had never enjoyed with Linda, and it was so far above all other
pleasures that he took it for the goal to aim at, the prize to be won,
when he should have broken down the barrier of sex and overcome her
taste for teasing, and put an end to all those irritations which he
ascribed to their ridiculous position as engaged persons, irritations
that even in her letters pricked and stung him. He was slow to come by
a thought, and when he possessed one always insisted upon its
relevance to existence, while she seemed most to revel in ideas when
they were most irrelevant. In their correspondence, her letters grew
longer as the months passed. (After his success she had assumed
"intellect" in him.) His letters became more precise and brief. He had
no doubt of her. She had taken the place of the examination as the
next stage in being, beyond which would lie, to borrow her phrase, the
"real, real life."
So eagerly did he look forward to that illumination that things and
people had lost their interest for him. The question of income was
settled; the problem of his father and mother engaged him no more.
They had suddenly become old to him, settled, left to grope along with
their own affairs and difficulties. This made life at 166 easier. He
had stood between his father and mother, and had now removed himself.
His mother was more free in her chatter, his father less strained and
more jovial in his talk. René had told them of his engagement and of
Linda's wealth, and this, coupled with his success, had made them
acquiesce in his translation to a superior sphere and even take some
pride in it. For a short while he had qualms on seeing his mother let
him go so lightly, but he faced the fact and did not let it obtrude
upon his dreams of graciousness and freedom.
All these events had delivered him for the first enjoyment of his
youth, and his thoughts were like bees in a flowering lime-tree. They
were disturbed by nothing but Linda's letters. The more she teased and
flattered his "intellect," the more he dwelt upon the future when the
teasing and the flattery would have ceased, and his warm satisfaction
would be invigorated by the zestful sharing of married life. He made
no plans and hardly considered those she threw out. She had ambitions
for him. They were too fantastic to be noticed.
A silence of three weeks alarmed him. She broke it with the
announcement of her return, and the expression of her desire to be
married at once, and a request that he would meet her in London, for
she was crossing by Flushing.
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