Young Earnest: The Romance of a Bad Start in LifeCannan, Gilbert
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Young Earnest: The Romance of a Bad Start in Life
Cannan, Gilbert
English fiction -- 20th century
For the honeymoon the Yorkshire coast was chosen, by whom it was not
very clear. René had wanted Derbyshire; Linda had proposed the Lakes,
but, a fortnight before the marriage, Mrs. Smallman had appeared on
the scene and taken charge, instructed them, tactfully and almost
tacitly, in the correct deportment of those about to be married. She
kept the couple apart, spent days and evenings with Linda, and made
her keep René distracted. The Smallmans had spent their honeymoon on
the Yorkshire coast; they knew of a charming little private hotel
overlooking Ravenscar; theirs had been the perfect honeymoon, one
which had never come to an end. So might--must--it be with René's; and
so it would be if goodwill, advice, kindly glances, friendly
instruction, could bring it about. The Professor expanded:
"It is wonderful when all that you have loved in a dream, as it were,
materializes and is there in your hands. Only you feel so confoundedly
unworthy. And then, when you are married and settled down, you get so
abominably accustomed to it. No one could be more devoted than my wife
and I, but we find that if we do not keep ourselves alive with outside
interests, we begin to wear each other down. It isn't easy--marriage.
I can say all this now, because if I don't I never shall. And, after
all, you know, I like you, Fourmy. We shall work together and be good
friends, but we lose something, you know. A certain kind of intimacy
we can never have again."
This talk reminded René of the occasion when George had taken him as a
small boy to the swimming baths, made him stand on the edge practicing
strokes, and then pushed him into the deep end.
The night before his departure, his mother came into his room and sat
on his bed and looked long at him:
"I can't bear to think of your bed empty to-morrow," she said.
"Better send it to the new house," replied he.
"I can hardly realize that you are a man and going to have a wife. It
seems only the other day that you were a little boy, learning to cook
in the kitchen. Do you remember? And now I suppose you'll have late
dinner. It is queer. I used to be able to think of you as a boy at
school, but I can never imagine you as a teacher, in a gown, too. And
it's even harder to think of you----"
"You shall come and stay with us."
"Oh, I couldn't!" She looked toward the door.
"You could come without father."
"Don't be hard on your father, René."
"No. That's all over."
"I'm so glad."
She stooped over him and kissed him. Then she took his head in her
hands and pressed her cheek against his, and on his forehead he felt
her warm tears. She murmured:
"I've always tried to do my best."
Then she left him, and he felt the tears rising to his own eyes, and
he lay in worship of the beautiful kindness of women. They seemed to
hold in fee so much of life's loveliness, to be able to open to a man
fair regions that else were hidden to him all his days. He was eager
for the morrow's adventure.
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