The young man obeyed the call unwillingly; but he went with his cousins,
having no excuse to stay, and did their work obediently, though his mind
was full of very different things. He had put aside the Musgrave
business since his visit to Penninghame, not knowing how to act, and he
had not spoken of it to his mother; but now it returned upon him with
greater interest than ever. Bampfylde he knew was the name of the girl
whom John Musgrave had married, whom his brother Walter had loved, and
whom the quarrel was about; and she it was who, with her mother, had
been accused of helping young Musgrave’s escape. All the story seemed to
reopen even upon him with the name; and how much more upon those two
ladies who were so much more deeply interested. The two girls and their
games had but a slight hold of Geoff’s mind in comparison with this
deeper question. He did what they wanted him, but he was _distrait_ and
preoccupied; and as soon as he was free went anxiously in search of his
mother, who, he hoped, would tell him more about it. He knew all about
it, but not as people must do who had been involved in the
circumstances, and helped to enact that sad drama of real life. He found
his mother very thoughtful and preoccupied too, seated alone in a little
sitting-room up-stairs, which was Lady Stanton’s special sanctum. The
elder Lady Stanton was very serious. She welcomed her son with a
momentary smile and no more. “I have been thinking over that dreadful
story,” she said; “it has all come back upon me, Geoff. Sometimes a name
is enough to bring back years of one’s life. I was then as Mary is now.
No, no, my dear, your good father was very different from Sir Henry; but
a stepmother is often not very happy. It used to be the other way, the
story-books say. Oh, Geoff, young people don’t mean it--they don’t
think; but they can make a poor woman’s life very wretched. It has
brought everything back to me. That--and the name of this man.”
“You have never told me much about it, mother.”
“What was the use, my dear? You were too young to do anything; and then,
what was there to do? Poor Mr. Musgrave fled, you know. Everybody said
that was such a pity. It would have been brought in only manslaughter if
he had not escaped and gone away.”
“Then it was madness and cowardice,” said Geoff.
“It was the girl,” said his mother. “No, I am not blaming her; perhaps
she knew no better. And his father and all his family were so opposed.
Perhaps they thought, to fly away out of everybody’s reach, the two
together, was the best way out of it. When young people are so much
attached to each other,” said the anxious mother, faltering, half afraid
even to speak of such mysteries to her son, “they are tempted to think
that being together is everything. But it is not everything, Geoff. Many
others, as well as John Musgrave, have lost themselves for such a
delusion as that.”
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