Geoff left the cottage when the sun had just risen. He was half-giddy,
half-stunned by the strange new light, unexpected up to the last moment,
which had been thrown upon the whole question which he had undertaken to
solve. He was giddy too with fatigue, the night’s watch, the long walk,
the want of sleep. Besides all these confusing influences there is
something in the atmosphere of the very early morning, the active
stillness, the absence of human life, the pre-occupation of Nature with
a hundred small (as it were) domestic cares such as she never exhibits
to the eye of man, that moves the mind of an unaccustomed observer to a
kind of rapture, bewildering in its solemn influence. To come out from
the lonely little house folded among the hills, with all its miseries
past and present, its sad story, its secret, the atmosphere of human
suffering in it, to all the still glory of the summer morning, was of
itself a bewilderment. The same world, and only a step between them: but
one all pain and darkness, mortal anguish and confusion--the other all
so clear, so sweet, so still, solemn with the serious beginning of the
new day, and instinct with that great, still pressure of something more
than what is seen, some soul of earth and sky which goes deeper than all
belief, and which no sceptic of the higher kind, but only the gross and
earthly, can disbelieve in. Young Geoff disbelieving nothing, his heart
full of the faith and conviction of youth, came out into this wide
purity and calm with an expansion of all his being. It was all he could
do not to burst into sudden tears when he felt the sudden relief--the
dew crept to his eyelids though it did not fall, his bosom contracted
and expanded as with a sob. To this world of mountain and cloud--of
rising sunshine and soft-breathing air, and serene delicious silence,
pervaded by the soft indistinguishable hum of unseen water and rustling
grasses, and minute living creatures unseen too beneath the mountain
herbage--what is the noblest palace built with hands but a visible
limitation and contraction of the world, an appropriation of a petty
corner out of which human conceit makes its centre of the earth?
Bampfylde, who had come out with him, and to whom the story Geoff had
just heard was not new, felt the relief more simply. He drew a long
breath of refreshment and ease, expanding his breast and stretching out
his arms; and then this rough vagrant fellow, unconscious of literature,
did what Virgil in the _Purgatorio_ did in such a morning for his poet
companion; he spread both his hands upon the fragrant grass, all heavy
with the early dew, and bathed his face and weary eyes.
“That’s life,” said the man of woods and hills; the freshness of nature
was all the help he had, all the support as well as all the poetry his
maimed existence could possess.
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