“That is the right word,” she said, with a faint smile; “he was furious;
and Walter--your brother--laughed. I did not like that--it was
insulting. We were all young people together. Why should not he have
cared for--me?--when both of _them_----. But we must not think of
that--we must not talk of that, Geoff--we cannot blame your poor
brother. He is dead, poor fellow; and such a death, in the very flower
of his youth! What were a few little silly boyish faults to that? He
died, you know, and all the trouble came. Walter had been very
stinging--very insulting, to that poor fellow just the day before, and
he could not bear it. He went off that very day, and I have never heard
of him again. I don’t think people in general even knew who he was. The
Fieldings do not to this day. But Walter’s foolish joking drove him
away. Poor Walter, he had a way of talking--and I suppose he must have
found the secret out--or guessed. I have often--often wondered whether
Mr. Bampfield knew anything, whether if he had come back he would have
said anything about any quarrel between them. I used to pray for him to
be found, and then I used to pray that he might not be found; for I
always thought he could throw some light--and after all, what could that
light be but of one kind?”
“Did any one ever--suspect--_him_?”
“Geoff! you frighten me. Him! whom? You know who was suspected. I don’t
think it was intended, Geoff. I know--I know he did not mean it; but who
but one could have done if? There could not, alas, be any doubt about
that.”
“If Bampfield had been insulted and made angry, as you say, why should
not he have been suspected as well as Musgrave? The one, it seems to me,
was just as likely as the other----”
“Geoff! you take away my breath! But he was away; he left the day
before.”
“Suppose it was found out that he did not go away, Cousin Mary? Was he
more or less likely than Musgrave was to have done a crime?”
Lady Stanton looked at him with her eyes wide open, and her lips apart.
“You do not--mean anything? You have not--found out anything, Geoff?”
“I--can’t tell,” he said. “I think I have got a clue. If it were found
out that Bampfield did not go away--that he was still here, and met poor
Walter that fatal morning, what would you say then, you who knew them
all?”
All the colour ebbed out of Lady Stanton’s face. She kept looking at
him with wistful eyes, into which tears had risen, questioning him with
an earnestness beyond speech.
“I dare not say the words,” she said, faltering; “I don’t venture to say
the words. But, Geoff, you would not speak like this if you did not mean
something. Do you think--really _think_--oh, it is not possible--it is
not possible!--it is only a fancy. You can’t--suppose--that it
matters--much--to me. You are only--speculating. Perhaps it ought not to
matter much to me. But oh, Geoff! if--if you knew what that time was in
my life. Do you mean anything--do you mean anything, my dear?”
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